wondering

haiz.....just return home...so tired...wah me whole day study, wonder how many information I absorb....nvm lah....now i muz relax and review my life again...haha

okie now....since i cut my hair bald....many comment about it...haha..people kept touching my head as if i am a dog....haha...nvm lah as long as they are happy.....

let get serious now.....you noe that first love or first liking of someone will last forever and there
will always be an impact on you forever...no matter how much you overcome it......ok now...there is a person X in my life and i like X since sec 1 then i move on from this silly crush....well not that silly....that a person is the person which i like the first time.....well again i move on...but not this year...i start toking to X and know more about X , suddenly the feeling come out again....haiz..y muz i experience this again.........i cannot like X and i dun want to....but the stupid heart of mine always make me remember X.....i find this very disgusting.....haiz...wat should i do....