please be inform that i am going to use alot of vulgarities in this entry....


FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i screw up my first Nursing exam !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
wat the fuck!!!! knn.........................

well, if i fail this test this mean there is also many more failure!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
fuck, wat the hell!!!! how could i fail my practical!!!!!

lolz, i was like really fucking stupid in the fucking room...i should have not been so bloody overy fucking nervous!!! so the fucking problem is that i hate myself now for being fucking stupid!!!!!

so wat happen actually!!
i was given this case about this breathless old man, so u cannot put the thermometer at the ritex?
isnt that logical?
well, of course i told the lecturer i would take the temperature from the axilla(armpit)
so, i go prepared the thermometer..
put the thermometer in cover....

then u noe what, i stupidly put in the mouth!!!!!!!!!!!!
wat the fuck!!! obvious u shld put at the axilla since u say already!! but bloody hell i go put at the armpit!!
so fucking stupid!!!!!!!!!!!!
well all this thank to my nervousness......

then i am suppose to the pulse!!! u noe what, i could nt feeling, for that one minutes my modal was dead...wat the hell? how the fuck i cannot feel the pulse ??

chibai!!! the feel i miscount, i took the pulse ans say it about 60+ per min, the lecturer ask me to take 4 times, well, it a fail, my reading was different frm the lecterur, she gt 80+ per min....

wat the fuck. mine was so far back!!!!!!! haiz...................................................................................................................fucking dumb///

this does not mean nursing is easy either, it so faucking hard, i had my theory test yesterday then gt so many alien jaggon like tachycardia, postural hypotension, apnea, bradypnea, stomatitis, cheilosis, glossitis....so wat the helll!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how the fuck am i suppose to know???fuck it lah...so hard!!!! saying nursing is easy is an understatement!!!!