October 9

Feeling sad ritex now but happy.....haha.....hate it when i have mixed emotion....donno
which emotion i should i consider

***the Sad Feeling***

okie...am listening to dido ritez now..The Song is Call "Here with Me"
it a touching song....a love song actually toking about breaking up with someone
you love most....plus u treasure them like there no tomorrow....so you cherish them..but
in the end.....they still go away....leaving you behind.....and you are there all alone...waiting for
that happy moment to happen again.......well that my interpretation about that song....

well the sad feeling is that i think it might happen to me....very soon.....not in term of BGR
but in term of friends.....well in secondary life, friends are the most precious thing.....to part with them is equivalent to have a piece of your taken away from you.....very painful........plus worse if you are forgotten, " TO BE FORGOTTEN IS WORSE THAN DEATH" even you will always remember the dead.....so to be forgotten hurt even more especially when you are still alive....

Plus now i am feeling sad even more sad after hearing Vitamin C (graduation) right now....
gosh....tears is in my eyes....is these tears worth it for the people of north View secondary...well I think it is.........can all the people i met in my school be "Friends Forever" like in the song....well
will they make me laugh and irritated me like what they do now happen again if i met them in the future........would it be the same?....haiz...sometimes the future scare me so much...
so much fear.....well..human nature......the fear for the unknown.....
"THE ONLY THING RELIABLE ABOUT THE FUTURE IS UNCERTAINTY" well guess it
true.....

*** THe Happy Feeling***

not worth mentioning now......some other day....