wassup with to day?

that the question ? wat happen to day?

well....i find that today is filled with a lot of blessed
i think it muz be the effect of the holy month...haha

finally Ramandan have come !!!!!!!!!!! i have waited for it for so long !!!!!!!!
haha.......finally it time for me to reconnect myself with God......

God,
i know i have been such a sinner. I spend time gossip and backstabbing the people who is
close to me........saying bad thing about all the nice people while trying to cover up my own flaw.....acting like a whore in front of m
i noe that the sin is as equivalent to eating the meat of your love one and yet i ignore it.
i have been such a dumb bell and i have not done well in doing ur bidding...God, i hope this month i can be as close to you.....like what u have with the holy prophet.....i also seek ur guidance in the trouble time i am having now....please show me the correct way in handling my problem for i am a lost mind with a darkened soul......guide me to ur light and let me be by urside

amin