So the third week of JC life have juz ended..........
should i be happy about it that i manage to hold on in this school this far?

hmm.........what you people think?
Seriously somehow school make me mizz you guys even more........

OK now, i can now commnicate with the people there an well, again it not the same...
i am starting to feel that i am drifting apart from sarala and quincy.....although we are in the YJ
but we are not close animore....everybody busy with their own work, especially sarala i can see that she enjoy herself there.......i am happy for her......look like it me who is not adapting very quickly.......but i manage to get adapted.....

aniway...dunno why........i am starting to enjoy the place there......the warm sunshine and the strong wind at the parade square.........nature have make feel comfortable there.......
I still remember the time at the fourth level of the new block....i would go out and look outside, and see all the plant in the park....enjoying the view,,,,,,,seeing the flower being blown away by the wind, best of all during xinni birthday !.........we saw the rainbow from that view.....it was so beautiful that we start clapping hand until that mr mohammad came......haha........good old days...
it nature, that make my life in north view happy, i love the scenary from the class.......it was outstanding......during raining day, i would stand infront of the railing and let the gust of wind flow through me......the air was so cool and soothing.....i really enjoy the cool wind......hmm...i still remember i talk with the powerpuff club and talk about our problem there.......it was so fun......fill with laughter ,love and care....

BUt what i remember the most is when i know that my friends care for me, and they are always by my side when i was down, hmm, i was crying to hell that i did not do well for the O level mother tongue exam....my eyes become so red and tears cannot stop flowing....i was there again, looking outside, suicidal abit....looking at yishun park, then unexpectedly daryl come and told not to cry....told me to move on and study harder,......quincy then try to hide his penknive from me or i will cut myself,self-mutilation,quincy oso help me out while i was crying in the toilet, haha.........i was that depressed than time...even the teacher try to console me...Mdm Nathan...though she did not teach me....she make a great impact on me for her caring support, hmm....i will appreciate that moment, till the end of my time.......

haha......i still remember.....i talk to quincy, sarala and azhar plus shara about my gender confuse problem.....haha...........hey...i dunno wheter i am gay or a straight at that time........haha......can u believe that.....aniway..i am so confidence that i am a straight now,,,,,,haha....u noe i like someone.....haha.....i find it so comical now....how can i ever like a guy....wahahhahahahaha..........god muz be playing with me back then......testing me until like that.but i appreciate it so much, he make what i am now, though i am still a FAggot, but i am not gay mah..........that great ........haha.........

I really miz u people....hope U people miz me too Or else i would have KICK your ASS
haha...joking joking, u people know that i am not a bad person, hmm u now what i still want to master the art of bitchyness from my Guru, Zhong Xinni, haha........when yeeling gonna SEt Up school Of Lies @ khatib ITE..haha...i wan to be a lecturer there....haha....core module,,,hypocrisy techniques..haha....

ok now got to go!!!!! muack and lot of Love!!!!!

Primadonna Hasrul Earth-virgo....
lamenology Inc.
Former President Of GOssip Network NVSS