Hello !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hello People !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It me i am back !!!!!!! you noe me ritex... it been a week since i blog, haha. how are you guys feeling? Have you heard that O level result will be out either on 25 feb or 28 feb, haha it very scary, i dun wan to cry like what happen last year when i got the Malay O level result, haha, i dun want to be the pathetic wimp again,crying over spill milk, i want to have tear of joy now.It scary but that day will come i guess, SO why should I bother talking about it haha, stupid lah.

Haha, today we found out our permanent class sitting, hmm look like my class T17 gonna be separated, although i try not to have an emotional attachment with my class and my new found friends, i cant help it, it still hurt somehow. I hate break up and separation since O level, still miss the class but a similar thing is happen in Yjc, history repeating itself again. It is so cruel, why life is so cruel ! it so bad....why this thing happen? Hmm, guess i should not ask these questions, it's God will, I always believe that whatever happen to someone, something good will happen next, i truly believe that but sometimes i do feel that GOd Test ie very tough....hmm. i am feeling sad and scare for a dear friend of mind, all the bad thing should not happen to her, she dont deserve the disease that happen to her. Futhermore it is showing by the loss of her hair, this too much, i cant stand it. she is still young .What is lay before her is too much...plus her family breaking apart.....too much burden for a 14 year old to bear, it just so sad. When she told me that, i just feel like crying, i am really so sad that this thing can happen to my friend....but i dare not shed a tear coz she did not shed her tear, she trying to be strong for herself...althought she try to ignore it, it still there infront of her eyes....so how? I just hope she wont break down, hope she can stay strong.....but how long the heart of a 14 year old can stand? I hope God please give her a helping hand.

TOday in school, my class start to break up before it even started....there was a fight about the chalet thing, hmm dunno why, people start to show their true colour........it just pathetic of how 16 year old can act like this...childish....wat an insult to all mature people.......too bad i was not there to watch the fun part..the war i mean, u guys muz thing that i am quite evil...but hear me out, if you people see this kind of thing, sit down and observe those kind of thing. Compare it by watching some Children fighting or watch animal planet after that......you will see that there is so many similiarities..........it almost the same how those kids or animal act. I just have to sigh loudly!!! it pathetic , juz plain pathetic, dunno what to say lah, people act so dumb, then i heard got word war somemore....hmm....although i am not there to physically see, i can understand it so well.........hmm, life is NVSS is not fruitless after all....so much thing there make me more wiser and better person, can i use the word "mature"? haha...i dun think so..that word is too high class to describe me haha........

Hey, i Saw Kee nee yestersday !!!!!!!!!!!!! i am so surprise, she is so beautiful with that hair, seriously the only word can describe her is " outstanding" her makeover is so brilliant. I never expect to see her at the Mrt , you noe. SO it was a pleasant surprise that to see that gal ....hmm maybe i should use the word Lady!!! She look so mature ans classy somehow...haha.

Aniway, i went to work on monday !!! so i did standby at SMU and u noe what? Taufik and SLY and was there to perform, hahaha.i scream so loudly haha............so cool ritex....sly start by singing "it my life"..........it was fantastic, follow by ang jing which is even better...nv i tought i would go Gaga over them....haha...the taufik came.....it was even better !!!! the sweetest song is I dream, oh my god, i can describe how he sing it....heavenly is the only thing i can say...

hey , look at the time now. it 5.47 pm...aniway i am in Yjc ritex now..using the library computer u know....haha.. ok lah, i think it is quite late already...got to go soon...

To all those people who is dear to my heart...i hope you have a beautiful life and fill with lot of happiness, Dont feel down when something happen...be strong OK !!! there is always something good happen behind all the misfortune.......

Cya people !!!!

Lots of lOve
Primadonna Hasrul Earth-virgo
Lamenology Inc.
President of GNW NVSS (second term in business)