honestly, i dont know what to do!!!!

so much free time!!! and i hate it.........

ok lah, it is kind of fun on my first two days....

wait, it is not fun to begin with !!!!!!!!!!
my bro gt a three weeks MC!!!

fuck , 3/4 of my holidays is with him!!!!
help me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok now, i try not to eat much nowadays....for some obvious reason...
u noe!!!! fats.
ai yah, it was a total failure. Damn it!

the food is so tantalising!!!!!!

OWWWW!! buay tahan...muz eat!!!!

hmm, I been trying to improve my chinese vocabulary....LOLx
ok lah, I manage to get a D+ for my Chinese exam..
Ok it now just a D but a D+ with a + beside it. LOlx
so proud of myself....

ok lah, not as gud as some of you ppl..but still i am satisfy...

was watching the news juz now!!! then they say this " Student can Now go to a POLYTechnic without Doing O level"

I was like " fucking shit, this will make our effort of studying like hell to waste!!!"
it belittle the " O level" and make us look as if we are wasting our time taking the O level.

LOLx, ok lah that was my first impression......

to be honest, i look at O level now as some stupid piece of BLoody FUcking Paper!!!!!
such a waste timE!!!! the truth is i dun apply much wat I study in secondary SChool to a Polytechnic.

Fuck with Math!!!!!!! Fuck to COmbine Humanities!!! Fuck To Physic!!!!
BLOOdy useless subject!!! study so hard but not a fucking applicable subject in life.

I mean like isnt it nice to choose the choice of our future career at SEc 3.
So that we can just study the requiste for our Course!!!

what am I toking??. ok for example :
I want to be a nurse.

so the subject that I need would be English, Biology and Chemistry and some simple math.
ok that would be fine!!!

no need to waste time studying insignificant subject like geography and social studies...and PHYSIC!!!!!!!

Heck care about the stupid O level aggregates system.....
i think it would be much better!!!

we should make early choice!!

dun tell me that we need to know this shits call " holistic education"

Fuck it, the higher YOu GO!!! the narrow ur eduction is!!

so might as well specialise now and focus on something!!!

I got to admit Audi is wise. somehow he know he gonna be a videographer so he start all this video stuff since secondary school. stroke of genius!

Is That what you call Passion? haha.

who knows?


But if sumhow You dun like the course? you can change. dun tell me that you would waste one or two years. the truth is You dunt and dun tell me out of two years u dun learnt anything?

nothing goes to waste!!
ok i am like contradicting myself if u relate wat i say now toward O level.

so let me rephrase " without O level, we can make use of time much more effective and specialise in one course"

1 or 2 years is nothing lah, unless suddenly ur dead
LOLx

aniway, it better to waste a few years rather than being unhappy for a lifetime.
who knows if there no such thing as reincarnation, there you go, you lost one big opportunity.

Ok , if there is such stuff call reincarnation, you might end up a dog, a pig or even a bacteria.
LOLx.

so moral of the story, if u can change smething, change it now
before u something regretful happen.!!!!!

oh on the other hand if you like some stuff and the only thing that coz you to quit is your poor self-esteem. then might as well you jump down into the well with SAdakO!!!!
have fun together!!!

if you like sumthing , dun give up becoz some ppl in the same cohort is better than you!!!
who cares, they might have brain , but may not have the same passion!!

they are not YOu !!!! unless you gave up or they have more passion than you!!
it is ok to feel like quitting!! juz dont do it!
hmm......

jus my wothless tot!

k den gtg....