The monday blue................alone


terrible start for the week, but It was nice in the end....
Have to work harder this week. since clinical assessment is next week..
group mates have not yet send in their email, so I could not do the summary for my group project......hmm, nvm...at least I got time to study today..

well, on the way to the usual place i study, there so many nvss students..... all look at me like one kind like that. Whispering among themself and asking one another if they recognise me.
What lah! , yes yes, this is the sissy who is a senior from sjab. Stop looking at me like I did something wrong! I have a life tooo. !! so please kindly rolled your eyes to your own business

moving on....
Sometimes I wonder why I do stuff to make me,myself and I depressed myself.
What do I mean? hmmmmmmm. Who like love song? ok, Who loves Love song??
ME, me me me! I like love song! Coz it is really sweet and nice!

As you can hear Enya singing Amarantine.....that is an extend to how I like love song..Love song make you imagine how beautiful is it just to fall someone, and invest emotionally into someone and unite spiritually. Haha, don't get me wrong.....I am not naive but I think many have high hope that lovely thing can happen to them(including me).
Hmm, I fell in love with this song by Teddy Geiger call ' For You I will "




Why I like the song so much? For one thing, by reading between the line of the lyric. I already fine it soothing. The second reason is that I think the singer is cute. LOL. Hey they is nothing wrong in thinking that a person in same is good looking. haha, Love song I never grew sick of it.

TEDDY GEIGER LYRICS

For You I Will (Confidence)


Wondering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will

Forgive me if I stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cuz I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, i've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you

If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echos in every room
I would

That's what I'd do, That's what I'd do to get through to you

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will


But at same time, (for a person who is single like me) I feel so pathetic!! (for many obvious reason. Love song is somehow a double edge sword.....It make you feel so lonely. And stimulate you to become desperate! LOL. ok that was too much.... so if that happen to me..what would I do? I would listen to alot of breakup song!
hahaha, it is a good therapy! after you feel so high listen to love song, a break up song is there to make you sober. LOL