Wednesday, May 25, 2005

helor to all!!! well, it seem everybody gt that time to update their blog except for me...haha
well, this week is my examniation period...haha

well, juz let me cut the crap...

have you ever truly like someone in your life? how do you feel? what is it like?
hmm, why am i asking these question? i am not so sure about it myself...

never in my life, i truly like someone....am i love or this is just a simple crush? i really do not know how to define this. for those crook who thinks i am a gay, well, i like a girl. not a guys, please registered that in ur brain.

last night, i finally confess to her that i like her...can u imagine me doing that...haiz... i never expect myself to do such thing...it is so ironic, Hasrul doing that!!!! wat the heck am I now?
on the other hand, i cannot deny that it is a good feeling to like someone.Plus it take all of my courage just to say the truth to her...i feel much more happier each day just to see her...what wrong wit me? somehow my life just rotate around her....

well,u guys muz be wondering what is her reply.... well, she was nt definate, she still nt sure about her feeling about me. But somehow that show a good sign, it was definately nt a rejection, i am positive about that....well, somehow i denied to everyone that i do nt like her, well, who am i kidding. the non-verbal action is a solid evidence about it.....

yesterdays, i went to long john fro a lunch wit her, well, that was nt plan at all!!! but it was great!!!! she and me going to lunch together. all alone !!!! that was like so great!!! plus this is first time, that make it more special, i will remember that day, for the rest of my life!!!
but then, unknowingly, sarala and tian yu came to long john!!!! haiz, i was surprise.... i blushed...
gosh, they caught me....haha, what the hell are they doing there!!!!!!!!! well, they i said "hi" to them, but i was super pai seh..... i really wonder what are they going to think about me...

haha, then we still gt an extra time in our hand, i bring her on a tour around yishun........haha that was like so lame. " an evening at yishun"....haha , but you know what, we had a great time..she was laughing all the way, haha, i really like her laughter. seriously, i feel that that is the best evening i ever had in yishun, haha......i never knew is was great just to be with someone u truly like.........

Friday, May 13, 2005

As you can people can see, i am an nt an active blogger anymore. But what the heck. i gt no time mah, very bz person, haha,

anyway, the main highlight for well, it is good today is that i met Eileen and Jason today. It been such a bloody long time since i met them!!!!!!! haha, well, it good that fate have allow me to see them again, isnt that so great, haha.

Anyway, eileen have taught me a new phrase of insult " ur stupidity is choking me". haha, that phrase is beautiful. great.really. i am very inspired to hear it. Well, she use it on the All ACT DUMB Jason GoH. haha.so cool, that moment. great!!!