I will get this!!

I don't know how and I don't know when....but

I will get my Wii!!

be it sooner or later!!

I can imagine playing it already!!

The Secret

I spent the noon at home today watch " The Secret." Well, it is like a self help movie
but it teaches you about how the world function. Remember about what they " everything is from the mind" and something like "self-fulling prophecy.".

I still remember what my sociology lecture always " Thomas theorem state if men define situations as real, they are real in their consequences ". For example if you believe you will fail this test, you will work less, concentrate less and thus you would fail in the end."




The Secret taught me about the " Law of Attraction". This is the rule that guide the universe.
Your mind is a powerful tool that every negative perception you have, you will attract it to you.
If you have a positive thought, you will attract it. Well, I will let the experts explain....



The show is like an hours plus, but the clip that I put here is only the first 20 minutes.
I was a skeptic when I first watch this. Truthly, this is my 3rd time and onlynow I realise what is "the secret".


Then, I made a reflection about my life. My life is like so much happier long ago.
The time before I had my own money or see my first thousand dollars in my bank account, I was much happier. Not that I am ungrateful that my life is better now, financially more stable and money is no more really an issue. My brothers are working and not really financially dependent on my mum( meaning more $$ for me). LOL.

But then again I am not happy like last time. Then I realise I am not attracting the happiness that I want my life to have. Since I am a bonded, like a month or two after it, I become more materialistic. Starting from getting myself a DS. I went shopping like nobody's business, spent about 2k during the new year. I put so much value in materials that if I get what I want I will be happy. Now look at me, much more angrier and bitcher. I just told that to Jamie and Juli that yesterday.


Before all this, my family have always been in financial difficulty. I never get what I want, I spent on clothes once in 2 years. But then again, I learnt to enjoy the simple things in life.
I read through the archive in my blog, (yes my blog is like 3 yrs ++) and found how I always enjoy the simple life. Never actually have worry so much about the future and fill myself with uncertainty and self-doubt. In this past simple things made me happy and take things slowly.

I woke up in the morning, starting with my favourite classical music and burnt my aromatherapy scent to fill my house with this beautiful fragrance. After that I take a shower, and really enjoy a relaxing day at home. Gosh, what a fun time. Very therapeutic and I had not have those like months until yesterday. haha...and my home feel like heaven again.

NOW I SHALL VISUALISE THE POSITIVE THOUGHT AND TIMES I ONCE HAD AND ATTRACT IT TO ME!

Hope this will help you too!

Valentine's Day at CMPB.

well, I chose to go through the Medical Check up on Valentine's day hoping that the queue would be shorter. ( For five bloody minutes, I was try to figure out how to spell "Queue". I am becoming more stupid. It is time to play more brain age.) Anyway, I was wrong, the queue is still bloody long. Plus I have to wait for like 1 1/2 hours just to start on my Medical check up.
I waited at 11.30 and they only began at 1 pm. Haiz....apparently it was lunch time. no comment....-_-"

Anyway, I am in pes D coz i just have to declare the pain that I have at my back. LOL
I had fall few years ago and dont actually have any proper treatment. So all this while, during my attachment and at home, I've been suffering in silence but nobody seem to care, really.


anyway, enuff about my depressing life. I change phone twice in between a week.
From a sony ericsson 580i to HTC Touch Dual and now my new obession, O2 Xda Zinc.
I am so loving it. Bulky it may seem but it beats having that HTC Touch Dual which do not have a Wi-fi capabilities. I just love my life now. Better love my life now before I go...NS.


so I was still so uptight about the whole procedure today and while I was in the train, I notice there happen to be alot of guys carry cute balloon, flowers and kiddy kiddy stuff with them.
I was like freaking dumb not to know why? Then suddenly, there is like 2 guys infront me of asking themselves about the nearest toy's'rus. It suddenly occured to me it was Valentine's Day.
OH OH!! I was filled with amusement about my discovery....shucks my brain have really slow down...

MOVING ON

AS DEPUTY QUEEN OF THE ROYAL EVILNESS

HERE IS A ROYAL DECREE,

TO ALL LOYAL ROYALS, THERE WILL BE A ZOO OUTING AFTER OUR SENTOSA OUTING BETWEEN EARLY MARCH AND MID MARCH. TIME AND DATE NOT CONFIRM YET BUT PLEASE MAKE YOURSELF FREE AND ALSO PLEASE SAVE THE MONEY FOR THE ZOO TICKETS AND THE OUTING ITSELF. THE EVENT HAVE BEEN APPROVED BY HER MAJESTY QUEEN JAMIE OF THE ROYAL EVILNESS. PLAN MAY BE CANCEL IF THE TURN UP IS POOR. SO MY ROYALS, WE NEED YOUR SUPPORT. GOLDENS AMBBASODORS THIS INVITATION GOES OUT TO ALL YOU TOO. More updates to come.

lots of love,

DEPUTY QUEEN

Holiday time

well, my long awaited holidays is finally here....since like 3 days ago. haha



Well, cant believed PRCP ended already. The thought of it have not sink in my mind.

haha. really cant believe sia. After NS and my two years bond, I must enrolled myself in a university. Must save money for that but before that need to get my braces done(yes, teeth are deformed) and get a car license.



I am seriously thinking to enrolled myself in NUS. But well that depend on my result though(most probably I wont make it) alternatively, private UnI to get my bachelor in nursing...


OH YES. But i need my advanced diploma first.
which one should i choose?

well, time will tell. but I want medical-surgical nursing..or may be oncology...
now that I am more de-sensitized toward D e a t h.

went out today, to go to school to pass Kylies Minogue albums to Grace.
Listen to "speakerphone", it is a great track. After that I went for dinner with Mandy.
Finally I know how to use the bluetooth capabilities of that HTC TOUCH DUAL.
Confirm, my bills going to shoot sky high this month. To the IT-Savvy people out there, please teach me to maximise the full potential of that PDA phone of mine. The only thing i can do is cam-whore with it. I like...haha.

Anyway, so in love with my new ICE-blender.
Now I can make ice-blended milo everyday. wahaha.
but Now I need to get a new sneaker for myself. So that i can finally jog in morn.
gosh, i am spending $$$ like water.

Damn, need to save money for my cruise trip and sentosa outing. here is an announcement:
TO ALL ROYALS and GOLDENS, THERE WILL BE SENTOSA BEACH OUTING AFTER YOUR EXAMS.
MAKE SURE U ALL ARE FREE BY THEN. DATE NOT CONFIRM COZ IT WILL BE LIKE A BOOTY-CALL. JUST BE PREPARED TO GO OUT AND HAVE FUN.

k den. i wanna make an ice-blended milo now....lol