The Good Break

After a night of getting high.....it is a good break from work. Five days of no work is good......

Please ignore my previous post, i was a bit depress and part of me was being all sensitive.....

I seriously thought that my preceptor hate me but thank god, the answer is no after a few clarification. Seriously, that make my mood bounce up again. Sister have been very nice to me so far.

All the boss in the world is better than sara.
Love the job. But it is getting more routine. Not fun. Same old shit just different days. Totally sound like SAF.

But I have alot to learn.

Cheers to more learning experience!4

Just tired...

I really wanna shout out loud and scream to the freaking world.....
I hate it, yes, I am having the swing where I currently hate my job.


I am just tired....like what I said, the first few month on the job...U will cry....
YES, I feel like fucking cry. I have no idea why but I just feel that I am severely tired...
Sometimes I do wonder why I join the Nursing World..

At least I am doing SOLO now, so it is alright. I think...but

SERIOUSLY, I AM FREAKING NEW. PLEASE DONT EXPECT ME TO KNOW MY JOB INSIDE OUT. THERE IS ALOT I HAVE TO LEARN. ALOT I HAVE TO ABSORB.

Allow me to make mistake so that I can better,

OK ENUFF RANTING AND BLABBERING.

This boys gonna grow up being all succesful

Had dinner with the boys again, zy gonna ord by the end of the week and soon after it is sly. They have a future ahead of them, gg to a local uni and be successful.

For me, I still have to clear like 2 years worth of work and may be go for my adv dip. Long wait and patience is what I need...

I doubt they have time for meet up.... Sch is very intensive.....i am mentally prepared for that like how quincy was bout to get attach. More attention for something important. The results to these equation is that im gonna be alone....i will be yesterday jokes....

I am not trying to talk emo but it is the truth I tell u...
My gift of foresight like the elves of Middle Earth is returning after being dormant from being in the state of idiocy while being in the military. Wow, that is a mouthful.

What i believes usually comes true... Thomas theorem!!!
Oh well I will be buried alone anyway. Might as well start getting use to it.

I want to start studying too.... argh!!!

Dear GOD,


I really have nobody to turn to. I have turned my back on you while you have been always been there for me. Even in times of troubles, you always be there. Dear God, can u bring me to your light once again?

I have sinned. In many ways...........I wanna be my only self again..