Free?

The virgo lost in it own element
the earth feels so unreal
the divine cosmic shift in excitement
Free, his fate unsealed?


I am tired. I freaking damn tirED
I feel so drained like my soul is slipping out of my body...

There is like too many things going on and GOD physically only give me two hands to
do zillions things at one time. The tonnes of work is stressing me out and truly, my
bitch fits is really getting more prominent and violent. Looks like I have to call it a Bitch Epilepsy from now on. HAHA.


Graduation duty is interesting. Well, it is like no different from other previous duties
that I have done. But the sight of my seniors getting a diploma really give me the cold feet now.
I ask myself this if I, Hasrul, can earn that diploma and fulfill my role as a dedicated and compassionate staff nurse? HAHA, It would be interesting to be call Staff Nurse Hasrul!
haha. I find it very CUTE!

I finally found a novel written by Catherine Lim, I borrowed it yesterday but yet to finish even the first page. haha. Still, I am happy to find that book which was like published 3 years ago but it never make its way to the shelves of Yishun Library. There is like so many things that I want do but I just dont have the stamina.
haha. I should exercise more i guess!


Eyes filled with shadow
sobbing but no one hear
desperation was so clear
yet there nothing there, nothing dear