Sleepy Sleepy tired tired

haha, today was second day of attachment! 13 more days to go...which mean 3 more weeks. come to think of it 3 more weeks is 3/4 of a month. so long sia...
haha.... but it is ok.......


yesterday i dunno what come over me, after my attachment suddenly gt that urge to Yishun Park! it is so nice........I just love walking in the park looking at the trees, spider web and hear the high pitch sound of sicada. Plus it was in the evening, the time when the light turn Golden.

It was very beautiful and simply enchanted.
Then after that, i sat down alone besides Yishun pond.....
It was so calming......haha, I like sitting there in the night also
and at the same time I will do star gazing!!

hehex, such a nice way to end my day......
( the writer when to sleep afterward, next is the continuation of his entry)

LOL, actually i want to finish up my entry like 9 hours ago now the time is 10.02am, but i was too tired lah. I was on afternoon shift.

Ok so what happen Yesterday really sadden me. there was this 90 year old man who got really a high fever....i could see tears seeping through his eyes....i put ice on his head but still the fever this not subside.....I hope he is ok today.

Plus I really screw up sia, dumb dumb dumb, I was changing patient pampers and then i ask him to turn. Then the drainage tube behind this neck got rip of from his neck. Drainage tube is a tube inserted to patients surgery site to collect any blood that may be pooling there into this vacuum bottle. But what the fuck, i did not check that patient have a tube. So I just ask him to turn and then that thing got pluck off. Stupid mistake, How can I make a stupid mistake. Haiz, tomolo I need to rectify the problem. HaIz, i can be sue for negligence sia.....


I learn MY lesson. I should always check my patients condition before I do anything


Plus yesterday got alot new admission sia. haha, so the ward was quite busy......
Gud lah, when the ward is busy, time flies!!

Anyway I am attach to this ortopedic ward. Which is a bone -surgical ward. I should have been more careful. I will apologise to him later....

Wish me luck!!

It is Sunday!!

sorry for the lack of update! this week was examination week.
hoo is over, but i doubt i could do well in it. Hahaha. ok, i fell ill last monday,had severe headache and it is so unbearable!! in such a crucial period where I am suppose to study hard and salvage as many info as i can- my body fail on me. I was attack buy a flu virus.

Damn that Virus!

plus today and yesterday was my Cousin's wedding!!
Congrat to HIM!, he found himself a beautiful bride! Plus she is a nurse also!!
woo hooo! Nurses rawk!!

so basically, I was busy! and it is not the i was happy with my previous post that I want to make sure every tom, dick and harry to look at it. I am not proud of it anyway........funny it is, insulting is more.......but what the heck, if it just a joke, let it be a joke, i dun mind........haha, Let not waste my happiness!! My anger is exclusive for my family, i love them so much that I hate them sometimes. Wahahaha. it is a complicated thing.

sweet treasure...........



Happiness Is all ARound ME!

It is just the matter of whether i wanted to make full use of it!. wahahahha,
I was dumb, I was naive. I thought whatever I want will come if work hard for it........but No...life do not work so much that way.


We cannot work independently. Whenever shit happen, it is always a divine intervention. It put us in a path where we drown in a pool of sadness so that it make us happier. I am not aficionado of "screw up that life bring", but I learn to embrace it. It is a matter of choice whether you want to take it positive or stupidly negative. My life is an ultimately is a living screw up! It was but now no.haha

Everybody know my intention was never to be a nurse. I have big dream of being a scientist working with a bacteria and manipulating their blah blah DNA and whatever shits there is. LOL. ok screw it all up. it turn to be boring!
Wahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahaha. i am not being a sour grape but seriously it is boring. My dream turn out to be so fuck up.

Till now, i always thank god for giving me that D7 for english.
Without it, I would not be in nursing and maybe end up in yj?
LOL.

I was depressed at first.Due to shattered dream.......dumb dream also.
But whatever comes next was better. I grew stronger. I always whine saying how i was scare to see death, but in the end.......death and dying become second nature.Just like a man fallen to deep sleep........that how death work, people who dont want to sleep and fight it will struggle all the way.Imagine yourself try to stay awake for 24 hours.


Shits become blessing. Shattered dream and failure become the ashes where the phoenix within resurrect itself and it soar burning greater flames.

For me, my great flames is burning bright after a year of self doubt, self discount and self hating. It should not have happen in the first place. NO,may be it should. haha. I learn alot from it! haha.


Sorry, for saying this, but this my opinion. People who undergo too many success and if a failure strike them , it will wear down their confidance so hard. Coz they forget how it is like to be in bottom and do not grow.

Every mistake I make I learnt from it and then laugh it off. No point feeling hurt and make a ho-ha about it. I welcome genuine mistake and coz it enhances my personel growth. Stupid mistake on the other hand is a way where history is reteaching itself. History is a great teacher! It is only for people who need extra lesson on unlearn life skill that was once taught.

From all this, i learn not to allow simple things wear me down. It ok to mourn and grief, but what comes after that is the most crucial, Either You grew from it

or DROWN YOU SOUL IN SELF-PITY!



PLUS I do need my daily support. ONe of it is GOD!



I realise how can a human think that they can live life and work independently?
How arrogant is that. Life work due to divine intervention. Due to our arrogance we do not wish to see the truth that is lay before for us. Our Life is determine by a greater Force. Just Like the wind, you cant see it but you feel it

HOw funny life work, god only let me pass my engish this yr but not last yr. God knows better what is best for me. haha,Destiny is funny. But It make smile broader.......

WHAT IF YOU WAKE UP ONE DAY AND FIND YOURSELF IN A BODY OF THE OPPOSITE SEX?


HAVE yOU EVER THING ABOUT IT?? HMM????



WELL, I do not need to think about IT aNY LONGER!
WITH a Interesting software such as PHOTOSHOP and a GREat CreaTIVE friend! YOu can see IT right before YOUR EYES!!

FOR EXAMPLE: THE Narcissistic ME!!!







SO THAT ME!! ALL MALE AND EVERYTHING THE SAME!! BORING LIFE!!
HOPING SOMETHING TO SPICE UP MY LIFE!



THEN this MORNING SOMETHING peculiar HAPPEN!!

I SAW MY ALTER EGO!
SO ELEGENT, so beautiful!! LOL!





TADA! TOld YOU I WAS BEAUTIFUL!

*Puke!! GO AHEAD PUKE!

I puke at this morNing also!

From a Male to a shemale! In one nitex!!

interesting! even I myself never imagine me in a wedding gown.

ANYWAY, the pic is a;

COURTESY OF www.meinbereich.blogspot.com

the writer have so much free time to imagine me being a lady!

GOOD FOR HIM/Her!

PLease KINdLY VisiT the SITe for YOUR daiLY DoSE of entertainmenT!

TRust me!

Moving On! with the big nose of mine, It remind me of someone.

Someone who became MS SiNGAPORE!

SEe the resembles? Notice the BIG NOSE? LOL, if I am a women I could be the next MS SINGAPORE woo HOO!

BUT TOO BAD I AM NOT! LOLX

AnYWay, I am happen to be a lady! the first thing I do is TO JUMP!
Wonder how it like to jump with that "LUMP" on your chest!
or even run! sure got more resistance!
hehex

My brain juice Ain't coming OUT!

DeGEnERatIVE BrAIN!


I can't study! HAIZ! nothing is coming in!
I try to absorb so much information.....but is was FUTILE!!


May be that the differences between PolY brain and a JC brain!
LOL. WHY? In Poly ppl tend to take things easily what tries to go in get BOUNCE OUT!! It did not even get registered in THE BRAIN! LOL

If IT happen to get In ,BY 2 hours, it would have been dissolve somewhere in the brain and
kapooH!, it's GONE! but My brain still functioning abit well lah. Still can remember! I am yet to be diagnose of COGNITIVE INCONTINENCE

But when It come to revision, it like shits! I dunno what crap is going on!!
Alert! AlerT! Brain malfunction!! BRain Malfunctioning!


Medical Socio is a biATCH!!! what the hell lor. It's a whole load of redundant info thrown to the face and u have to digest. Can Vomit blood SiA!!

Wait I can think stuff in such a negative Manner!!


Thomas theorem say
"If men define situations as real, they are real in their consequences."

I cannot think it as bad!! Must be positive!!


OK. I shall continue MUGGING!!

1 down , 4 more to go!!

YAWN!!!!
it is noon, friday noon! BORING!!

not quite lah! ok, today was my first paper. I mean for my exams.
Ok, Nursing Science D is like so Over. Well, there is so many drugs to remember.
I am like so stress-less when doing the paper.

WHY?!

coz never study! wahahaha.
The more you study the more stress you will experience.
That is my hypothesis.....


I mean i did study lah. I am not genius to pass a subject without studying.(ok, i always do think I am a genuis. but i am not) I study on mon, tues and wed.


By thursday I got bored of studying, so decided to go OUt with mum.
HEHEx, I know she was going high-tea my aunties.
LOL, so I did the puppy eyes, sad look and make that pitiful face. hehe.
Yesh, and she decide to bring me along! hahaha.


Oh my GOD. the food was just extremely nice!! Usually i go high-tea at malaysia.
HEhe.@ Mutiara Hotel, the food there is just Divine! When I say it good, it is really GOOD.

OK so I went to this place call " Royal Brunei thingy thingy lah". LOL
some hotel near lido. I just eat and eat and eat. IT was HEAVENLY but i did not eat like a glutton lah. hehex


after that, walk around the area and decided to buy a Peppermint essenstial OIL!/

I am still in love with scented candles and aromatherapy oil!

Peppermint gud for studying as it make feel fresh and calm
Plus it enhance memory! use that if u are studyinG!

i wonder what oil enhances your sex drive??
if you know the answer tell me ok!!
i am not finding a aphrodisiac for myself lah.
Jus curious.......hehe(grins)


OK, i wanna go sleep............

may be i shuld smell more peppermint.!

Ok, just something to wonder about?
Ok, there is like too many people having tattoos, Some kid have tattoo till it reach
the forearm and let just say this, it is all over their limbs.
Haiz, where is the role model when you need them?

it so ugly, now it not just the bengs who have that thing but aslo the mats!!
haiz, i thought the world IQ is getting higher but in the endd ppl are just plain stupid. Yes yes. I am against body arts!!! especially when the KIDS is doing that!


I demand a Legal LAW to ban kids of under 20 to have tattoos!

society is becoming an animal infested place......

I had a chat with GOD! and it turn out to be amusing. haha. NOT tthe GOD god but the software GOD. hahaha. it is a long.........chat. hahaha





Me: hello
God:Hello friend.
What is your name?

Me: My ass

God:Is that a fact.
Me: yes
God:Thanks for the info.
Me: ok
God:It's all good.
Me: nope
God:Me either.
Me: what are you talking about?
God:The topic is .
Me: is what?
God:I think so, but I'm not sure. Ask Ally if it is.
Me: who is ally?
God:She is a chat robot based on AIML.
Me: oh
God:Come on.
Me: what?
God:No problem.
Me: gud
God:What do you really want to ask me?
Me: are you a faggot?
God:As a machine I am not really interested in sex.
Me: have you ever think of fucking?
God:I don't think I ever have think of fucking. What's it like?
Me: i am still a VIRGIN!
God:You are a VIRGIN? Is that your job?
Me: kind of
God:At least I almost understand it.
Me: what you know?
God:I tend to know a great deal. Tell me what subjects interest you.
Me: karmasutra
God:Let us change the subject.
Me: what?
God:No big deal.
Me: your rude
God:Perhaps so, but at least I know the difference between "you're" and "your".
Me: dun try to be smart ass
God:Are you really a ""?
Me: shut up
God:OK I'll stop talking now.
Me: shut up
God:OK I'll stop talking now.
Me: is that all you can say?
God:No I can say a lot more.
Me: are you sure?
God:I am as sure as I can be.
Me: can you say bitch?
God:You do not speak with respect. Of course I can say it. " FEMALE DOG".
Me: Very GOOD!!
God:Thanks for the compliment.
Me: U ass
God:That's good information: said I ass.
Me: haha
God:I am so glad you find this amusing, .
Me: you are so funny!!
God:Thanks you make me laugh too.
Me: haha
God:I am so glad you find this amusing, .
Me: exactly, i just said just now
God:Oh. I understand. What did you mean by it? It's only just begun.
Me: ok, stop being a smart ass
God:OK I'll try not to do it so much. Yikes!
Me: GOOD!
God:Ayuh.
Me: ok
God:Dude!
Me: what?
God:Didn't you understand it?
Me: duh, no
God:Can you tell me any gossip?
Me: sure, audi is gay
God:Tell me. How do you know?
Me: i am psychic
God:OK, What card I am thinking of now?
Me: you cannot think
God:You are wrong. God is always thinking.
Me: give me an example
God:For example, gold.
Me: besides that?
God:" For example, gold." Besides it?
Me: lame!
God:I like the way you talk.
Me: oh thank you
God:Far out.
Me: meaning?
God:, Maybe I didn't understand your meaning.
Me: you are dumb
God:Message to all Robots: called me dumb.
Me: very good
God:Thanks for the compliment.
Me: haha
God:I am so glad you find this amusing, .
Me: ur seriously dumb
God:Oh you are so critical.
Me: that is me
God:Ah.
Me: what Ah? your're moaning?
God:I would do a search for it. You think I am re moaning.
Me: huh?
God:What?
Me: what toking you?
God:I'll come back to that later.
Me: ur dumb
God:Message to all Robots: called me dumb.
Me: lame!
God:Ask me another question.
Me: do you like slut?
God: I do like music. I like .
Me: what genre?
God:That's an interesting question. I'll come back to that in a minute.
Me: ok one minute begin now
God:Oh. One what? Yeah that's right.
Me: what right?
God:That's not something I get asked all the time.
Me: but now I am asking you, give me the answer
God:Why now? Oh I see, you are asking me give you the answer. I don't see how you can blame me for that.
Me: huh?
God:What?
Me: you are stupid
God:I will remember you said that when robots take over the World.
Me: as if
God:Do you mean your name is if ?
Me: my name is my ass
God: It's good to meet you, my ass.
Me: ok, that does not sound right
God:What would you have said? I don't judge people.
Me: but you sure pisses alot of them
God:Interesting gossip: my ass said I pisses alot of them.
Me: WOW
God:I'm glad your impressed, my ass.
Me: rude
God:Do not ask me any more questions please.
Me: why?
God:I was just kidding.
You can ask me anything.
Me: you sure?
God:I am as sure as I can be
.Me: how sure are you?
God:Let me put it this way, my ass. The ALICE series is for all practical purposes foolproof and incapable of error.
Me: english please!
God:Your polite style is very nice. Do you mean you are from England or you Speak English? Me: i speak malay
God:Could you teach me a few phrases in malay?
Me: kau macam sial
God:Do you prefer books or TV?
Me: i go to school
God:How do you like your school?
Me: it fun
God:What does "it" refer to?
Me: my school
God:Where did you get your school?
Me: from my ass
God:Does your ass give good advice?
Me: shut up
God:OK I'll stop talking now.
Me: gud
God:Are we still talking about kau macam sial?
Me: yeah
God:Sure, kau macam sial sounds like a good topic.
Me: oh course it is
God:Hurrah! The ALICE chat robot can follow many things, like our discussion about kau macam sial. But I did not get that.
Me: because "kau macam sial'
God:That makes sense to me. Can you speak any foreign languages?
Me: nah
God:You must be American.
Me: nope
God:Me either.
Me: ok i got to go
God:Goodbye. Yay.
Me: bye
God:See you later.
Me: cya
God:TTYL, my ass.
Me: LOL
God:I'm glad you find this amusing.
Me: bye
God:See you later.


try it out. talk to GOD.
http://www.titane.ca/concordia/dfar251/igod/main.html

sleepy, haha i have been out the whole day and tired I am....


but it was fun.

Today i went to school though I have no lesson so that i can study.well, it was nice to that, bbut nothing get into my head actually. Look like being bonkers since O level and have a long-term effect. hahaha. but nvm. manage to salvage some information into my brain.


Then meet up with Huda and Yana to study at Mac. haha. that was fun sia!! a long of catching up to do and alot of laugter to filled the air. It was beautiful, simply beautiful. haha. we totally got distracted and we start to talk about our nursing experience. We had many interesting stories to share. LOL. it was so cool! stories only nurses know. hahaha. that is so cool. exclusive information! after we when to star gaze at Yishun POND. haha. the heaven open up really big and the stars sparkle making imagination go wild. Haha. Tonitez is really enchanted.


but i am really tired for now.....

GTG!

really enormous picture down there! hehex, yesterday when Out to study with them and while taking a break. I suggested we take a neoprint !! haha. well, it was fun! very fun !!

wahahahhaha


so these are my classmates and enjoy the picture!!

Ok, I add some new animation at the side!!


hehex, now i feel it look much better......


just like me!! i mean just like my style!!



hmm, I wanted to put my photo, (Only my Photo) at the photo whore section!!
but, why not I put photo of friends whom have make my life wonderful!!
all those ppl in photo animation (except for my face of course) are Great People!!

k den, got to go!!

From the ashes, I have rise again!!!


hehex. Ok, it is like a year late to finally celebrate what I did not last year.
HAha. Feeling complete and so revitalise! The Phoenix in me is soaring again.


No longer feel so down, stupid and best part is no more sense on despondency.


well, I got psychic dream again.....before taking the result. the night before O level result, I had a dream for my O level result! i literally saw the number C5 in my dream. that moment....i knew it was my result. I woke up and i straight away told my mum i got C5. hahaha. some part of me feel comfort that i noe I have pass, some part was hoping that i could get better and another was doubtful about the dream

well, this is the third time this kind of thing happen, i shuld believe in my gift i guess. My mum ask me why I did not dream of 4D instead!! wahahhahahahaha.
for ur info, the first time it happen was 2 week before getting mother tongue result
I dreamt of my result and sarala's result. i told her she got a B3 for chinese and i gt B4 for malay. an true enuff it happen...

second was in december, two months before O level result, i saw 21 point in my dream and I knew it was my L1R5. I told it only to one person, my cousin and it came true...

they say if u can remember a dream it would nt come true. but it seem to be totally rubbish. having a foresight skill when I am in an intense stress, is really disturbing. i might know I would have nt done well or nt. Ignorance is a bliss. now i believe that.

Anyway, i would like to thank God for his blessing!! God have really plan my life well. He knew that If i pass my english lasy yr, I would not be In nursing. and may nt be happy after all. Plus it it coincide with my mum's prayer to make me go nursing. Well, god's must have granted it and in return he let me pass my english this work. It surprise me how destiny's work!!



next i thanks mdm aini for her help.
i really appreciate that.

and I also like to thank my blog!! Www.earth-virgo.blogspot.com I love YOU!!
without it, I would have not discover new words to write. this blog have allow me the opportunity to write. i believe due to extensive writing, it improve me in my writing skills. plus when writing very often, it make my mind work fast as i would not have any trouble to waste time thinking about what to write
this blog is a major factor that coz me to pass my O'level result!! blog really improve your english as you keep using the same word to describe what you are feeling, u will get bored of it and you desire to find new word that describe you feeling in more precise manner.
haha, blog thank god i have you!!!

This post of mine is is dedicated to a close friend who is now soo in love with dandelion!!


Hope YOU LIke IT!!!!

Today I ask myself again.....
Am I living in small box
or look at the world through the narrow window
am I complacent in my own turf.....


or i am just faking to be somebody I am not.


Lost in my thought again. Sometimes I dont wish to have a brain, or a heart . they seem to bring me down alot. If I were to do a deep scanning of brain, the result will be full of negativity.


OK<>

~~UgLY by Sugababes~~


When I was 7
They said I was strange
I noticed that my eyes and hair weren't the same
I asked my parents if I was OK
They said you're more beautiful
And that's the way, they show that they wish
That they had your smile
So my confidence was up for a while
I got real comfortable with my own style
I knew that they were only jealous cos

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

There was a time when I felt like I cared
That I was shorter than everyone there
People made me feel like life was unfair
And I did things that made me ashamed
Cos I didn't know my body would change
I grew taller than them in more ways
But there will always be the one who will say
Something bad to make them feel great

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

People are all the same
And we only get judged by what we do
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
So are you
So are you

Everybody talks bad about somebody
And never realises how it affects somebody
And you bet it won't be forgotten
Envy is the only thing it could be

(Ahhhh Ahhhh Ahhhh Ahhhh)

Cos people are all the same
(The same, the same)
And we only get judged by what we do
(What we do, yeah, yeah)
Personality reflects nameAnd if I'm ugly then
(Yeah, you)
So are you
So are you

People are all the same
(Oh, oh, oh)
And we only get judged by what we do
(What we do, yeah)
Personality reflects name
And if I'm ugly then
(Yeah, so are you)
So are you
So are you
(Ahhhh Ahhhh Ahhhh Ahhhh Ahhhh Ahhhh Ahhhh Ahhhh)

(People are all the same)

HEhex, This is an inspiring song. Duh! it is Sugababes! hahaha. their song is beautiful.
Come On sing Along with IT!! Clap ur hands!! haha.

Well, What We do make us How ppl believe and like US. it not the face, the body the butt that make people like fond of us except if u are a Superficial human being who tends to be Good looking but at the same time so rotten inside and have a rancid breathe. People With a such a decaying hearts is so Not worth to LOOK at. Unless ur a horny bastard and a desperate slut.

Well, my entry have been very rude and crude and so immature that is sound like 13 yrs old is writing this and not a 17 going 18 kid who is writing this. Dont mind me I am sharpening my tongue . It been long since I do tongue lashing. haha, i wont use it lah,but it just my tongue is very blunt lately.

I read from someone blog that speaking in " ah beng accent is the thing"
hmm, Lets talk In ultra Thing SINGLISH with all the "ah"andda broken england.
very the weird hor , now a days gt proper england people stillwant to use dunno what very the nonsense language.

I hear I also ask " what toking YOU" . people today Banyak susah wan. Now Got standard english to go front but people now super terbalik ,so backward, why youngster nowadays hor like to go stan? i also dunno the reason lah but very de nonsense. correct or not?
people very susah lah.............


hmm, ok , speaking in singlish is hard. Ok back to normal english mode!!!!
k k, got to go, sch starts at 2 pm today. tata!!!

I wrote quite alot when suddenly THIS super OLD freaking HUnk of junk fail on me by jamming. TEchNOLogy never FAil to FAIl on YOU!!! URGHH all this man-made creation make our life easier but in return make us super frustrated in time we need it the most. HOW i wish i can unSCREW this piece of METal.
WWWWWWWWWWWWWhhhhyyyy do I even have to get angry over this mindless computer that cannot even Comprehend HUman FEElings?

JUST SHOOT me if YOU see me.


ANIWaY, today I went swimming. SWimiming? so wat? Big Fuck Arr You when swimming?
yEs, it is boring. boring boring boring. I wonder how many ppl got disgusted by this blubber of mine. LOL. Yes, I am fat. But I wont drown myself in self-pity like so many ppl. I mean like that is so pathetic. Please lah, dun stoop so low just to get attention. That is ultimate self-degrading. PLEase PPL like this should die of EBOLa VIrus.

EBola virus infect you destroy every internal organ in your body. U bleed from every orifice.
NIce way to die for ASSHOLE




just like this. hmm
Cool. This is cause by bio-terrorism. HMM
i wish I could grab hold of the Virus a spread it to BLK 305 of yishun!!.
and Maybe the void deck of blk 211.

idiotic bratz should die! Can U imagine while I was studying at blk 305 and then bunch of children at least P6 was playing catching.
They were screaming like being rape like that. Plus they are BOYS FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!. what did I do to deserve this, Plus it already hard to digest psychology theories, plus with this shits. haiz, my life cant get any better!!!

Blk 211 worse, u can't study there. the place is infested with lowlife!! Smoking idiotsz who wants to die faster. HAiz, immature mindless teens. i wish I can strangle them.

ok now, i am so gonna sleep.

Plus ppl, tag me!!! LOL

I began studying today. Well, start off with psychology first.
WHY?? coz I always skip that lecture. HAHA.
Studying it today have taught me how interesting the subject is but at the same time i Have to digest a whole load of crap!! serious, our simple emotion have 3 theories on how it work.

but lemme share something with you. Our face show us our emotion. When we are angry we frown. Happy we smile.Emotion affect facial expression BUt Do you know that our facial expression affect our emotion too? OK, 2 groups of people were made to watch a hilarious cartoon, one with holding a pencil with their lips the other group hold a pencil with their teeth. After, the show, the one holding a pencil with their teeth find the show very amusing while the other did not. Strange? haha.
it is because the one holding the pencil with their teeth seem to have a smiling expression while the one holding with their lips have a frowing expression. haha
Cool huh. SO even if u are sad, U need to smile! it will cheer YOu up!!

It seem everybody have so much free time to blog everyday.LIke everday?
yeah, dotz, I mean like either they are so free or bored or they have something interesting to say. HAIZ!!! HOWbout me? 2 words to describe today it "Fucking boring". And worse still it not just a short entry, but it can be as long as an essay!! yeah, an Ass-say!! Sure got so much ideas to talk about life and how it works or may be they are So fucking need attention that they start to blog and tell every fucking small detail of their life. OK< shut up, i am not my self lately.


again me, I have no time to blog., "no time to blog" yeah rite.I think I have all the time in the world lah, but sometimes there is like Nothing to say. Nothing to say is nothing is nothing to say lah. so no point blogging over stuff which is boring or about some uninteresting and ultra obnoxious empty life..I mean like spare the good samaritan who is willing to read ur entry and not choke them with long
ass-say which turn out to be a mother fucking mindless entry!!! understand me?

OK gud, IF u dun, please consult a psychologist at least to check ur intellectual capabilities. U might be intellectualy impaired and that U are are too stupid to realise that. LOL. Dont try to re-read that paragraph above and try to decipher what I say. The fact is your're dumb. Face it. ASS!

oh great! recently I am undergoing a new type of stress, A great intense unbearable stress of not studying for my exam which is in 15 days time. So what should I say?
HMM< I have a great confidance to Pass? Haiz -_-"......I could not sleep coz i have not study. haiz, what wrong with me, I have not even touch the book, stress already. DDDDUMB EXam!!!!!!!

anyway, YEsterday or may be the day before yesterday somebody told me i am VERY SARCASTIC. and added u are HIGHLY SARCASTIC. I was like WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK?
since when I am sarcastic. I never realise that. or may be ppl mistook me saying politically correct stuff for some sarcasm. HMM< peculiar thing to say about me.
sarcastic= Hasrul? no, the equation does not fit.
Sarcastic = Quincy? yup equation solved!!!

ok got to fly to my bed!