Glass

Suddenly, it is not clear
once that diamond, so dear!
but now the glass that I fear.
No more words but only tears



nothing is what it seem anymore! i dunno you!
I dun recognise u! but I really know too well


is it time and space that force you to be this way again?
Hasrul Hasrul Hasrul!

gossiping , backstabing betraying ur goodfriend again....
that is like so you! Like so sec 4...the so call time when u are at ur "prime"

the self proclaim He-bitch.
Bitching like nobody business again!
Having a mouth of a whore like once ur sec sch VP told you.

Well, well, it is like a Dejavu isn't it.


The past caught up with you again!
This part of yourself which you thought died last year
finally return to wreck havoc again.

Do you have no conscious saying bad stuff about the one you love.
IS YOUR FRIEND NOT SPARE FROM YOUR FOUL MOUTH!

This hypocrite you is like so coming back!

Dejavu!

Politic,insulting, and cursing! that is ur favour games isn't it?

This so call the "evil" you is back!

but why did it return?

what cause it?
what make me this way again?
to be hated by people all over again?
To gain more sin?

Belladonna! Nice gets you no where.
I live by that rules everyday but is it time that motto
dun work anymore?

there is too much question about my confuse self?
I just need to write it out!
cant keep that poison in me. must drain it all out!

or I will keep myself away from hurting others more.


Fallen

So deep I have fallen,
worse than Lucifer expel from heaven
teary eyes went beyond swollen
I find comfort in a dark cold cavern


(you dont need to undestand what i am writing, it not about you, or you or you who is still not convince)