Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly

Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting on you

Time goes by so slowly for those who wait
No time to hesitate
Those who run seem to have all the fun
I'm caught up
I don't know what to do


Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
Time goes by so slowly
I don't know what to do


Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and dayI'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting on you


Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting on you

Ring ring ring goes the telephone
The lights are on but there's no-one home
Tick tick tock it's a quarter to two
And I'm done
I'm hanging up on you

I can't keep on waiting for you
I know that you're still hesitating
Don't cry for me'cause I'll find my way
you'll wake up one day
but it'll be too late

Every little thing that you say or do

I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting on you

Every little thing that you say or do
I'm hung up
I'm hung up on you
Waiting for your call
Baby night and day
I'm fed up
I'm tired of waiting on you

hehex, ok today is wednesday so what does that means????????????????

all my test is over !!!!!!!!!!
whahahahahahahhaa


dotz next week is my two weeks break, gosh can really relax sia..............i am gonna sloth sloth and sloth even more until i redefine what sloth is...............whahahahahahahahhahaha



gosh, bio exam result come out so fast!!! wahahhahahahaha ( so u guys wan to know my result?)
hehehex, no fun lah u people, noe my result so fast!! of course it is an A.

it is a big A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am like so happy I got A for bio,

wooo hooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it is an A!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

scream for me people!

ok, I am so happy i got an A (although i expected it).......but whatever i just wanna express my joy here!!! i cant go around and be happy over it or else people say I am very Proud. arggh, lowly human attittude , never fail to disgust me.....

i mean like i notice since secondary, let just stick with the secondary. i dun want to talk about the poly , poly is really an obnoxious place ) aniway some always say this " ai yah hasrul you no need study bio lah, u sure get an A for bio" i still remember anjana, liyana may be saying that and some more people......some even say " if hasrul fail a bio test, I will jump down"


i was like so.............suprised.......isnt that an unfair statement?

really? dont you think it is not fair to say that? I mean passing bio and getting an A is no easy task. I still need to study you know,


I am not that intelligent. I emphasize on the " that". yes , i repeat I am not that intelligent. but still intelligent but need extra work. If a genuis solve a problem in 5 minutes, i will need to solve a problem in like 30 min. LOLz

i am still intelligent but i just need a longer time. OH shut up. dun burst my bubble, dun try to be an "unjust self-esteem reducer" <------gosh u noe how long i took to find that phrase from sarah blog? freaking 15 min, LOLz, it is on june 8 on a wednesday....

ok, my entry today is such a crap...........school was fine today, hehex especially when u dun need to to give a shits about stuff and presentation animore. ICA(in course assessment) really sucks!! psycho ICA IS OVER,, psychology is boring, trust me!!

ok , then, this swine have enuff to whine for tonitex

adios amigos

dotz, i am blogging again.......hmmm, din go to school today, well, I must take care that brother of mine. haha, well , he is not feeling well.............


honestly, it feel kind of weird to blog these day, maybe i fear another shit cycle happen again...
just losing a friend is enuff, well I lose it for no mistake of my own.....weird.....it is very peculiar..
but whatever it my conscious is clear, i were to make a mistake, I will apologise like what i always do. My teachers taught me well. lemme quote from blue " sorry seem to be the hardest word"
but i would not apologise for something I did not do......



crapping nation, life is super nonsense----when u have no problem, some problem just appear out of nowhere........i mean like, Hello???????????? am I in some game? hai yo!!!!



currently...



i am just bored!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

psyche ICA is coming up and I am so not interested in it!!


shit!!!!

haiz, haiz, haiz,!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Twisted in and Out!

No man lived with so much venom
The heart moan, eating itself.
Every man has his own phantom
Rotting away life itself.

Like pus oozing from the wound
the poison seep into your soul
cursed upon self brings you doom
it burst the liver turn it cold

Inside curl out, outside twist in
sweet revenge getting sour
show the darkness of what within
show what the demon have devour

Hello!!!!!
mizz me all of you??
haha, of course lah you would( please kindly vomit blood somewhere away from the com)



I am so freaking happy!! finally the hellish week is like so over, Ica is done though it was a screw up. I pass my clinical lab assessment, I thank God for letting me pass....and my bio practical test is done( Bio practical test , what is that ?? haha, ohh, that simple thing) It is all over!!! except for psyche test duh!!


well, this week start smoothy until someone misunderstand some stuff, Well, i try to clarify some stuff but no point toking to someone who dun believe you. Well, i know i am innocent and I know that i dont need to prove anything to anyone except for myself. Ani way, i wont be the one carrying all the venom and hatred, it is not me, and i am happy about it.

well, finally some external force have come to brush up the whinny, lazy, complaining , pain in the neck St John of North View secondary school. finally the time have come to overhaul the cadet of north view sec. this will end your laziness forever. still want to complain me to the TIC that i train u people like hell, still complaining about me to all the seniors. Finally the time have come, for you people to meet the real demon. haiz, i try to make you guys prepare for this day( which is yesterday lah) complain somemore lah that you dun want to do animore footdrill. Now NCO camp is in your own turf,in your school. are you going to disgrace the sch with your incompetency?
no ritex?


i always you people are pathetic. dun wan to believe me ritex? see, compare yourself to other school st john member, they are hundred times much better than You!!! still want to complain like children? LOL, you people sure die kena trample by all the bigshot. If you people think i am very cruel to shout at all of you, then too bad, now you see the true evil, hahaha, i try to warn u guys.....but no, you people dun want to listen.... too bad....

may be it is my fault you guys are very lag, i pampered you guys so much.......i play with all of you people. but U guys should have heed my warning. Now all of you are with 200 plus student from other bigshot secondary sch, how are you going to standout? m? well, i wish u all the best, just dun act childish, dun disgrace me hor....(ok, the childish part, i think if that happen, blame me, it is my fault) but still!! dun give all the blame, if i make a mistake i apologise, like i always do.

gosh, i saw yoggess face and i saw the face of distress in her , i really wonder whter she can adapt to this situation. hiaz, i try to warn you guys but suddenly you people turn on me, now you people gonna get it. I will asked Siti maam for your progress and how you handle the camp. Mr Long is so happy to see that you people are under so much pressure, well me too, but at the same time i wonder whether you people can handle the heat? you guys are still my babies mah, haha..well then, i hope with this training, st john of north view will be much better!!! enjoy your 5 days camp!!!

BLACK EYED PEAS LYRICS

"My Humps"

What you gon’ do with all that junk?

All that junk inside your trunk?

I’ma get, get, get, get, you drunk,

Get you love drunk off my hump.

My hump, my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump,

My hump, my hump, my hump, my lovely little lumps. (Check it out)

I drive these brothers crazy,

I do it on the daily,

They treat me really nicely,

They buy me all these icies.

Dolce & Gabbana,

Fendi and NaDonnaKaran,

they be sharin’All their money got me wearin' fly

But I ain’t askin,

They say they love my ass ‘n,

Seven Jeans, True Religion's,

I say no, but they keep givin’

So I keep on takin’

And no I ain’t taken

We can keep on datin’

I keep on demonstrating.

My love, my love, my love, my love

You love my lady lumps,

My hump, my hump, my hump,

My humps they got u,

She’s got me spending

.(Oh) Spendin’ all your money on me and spending time on me.

She’s got me spendin’.

(Oh) Spendin' all your money on me, up on me, on me

What you gon’ do with all that junk?

All that junk inside that trunk?

I’ma get, get, get, get, you drunk,

Get you love drunk off my hump

.What u gon’ do with all that ass?

All that ass inside them jeans?

I’m a make, make, make, make you scream

Make u scream, make you scream.

Cos of my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump.

My hump, my hump, my hump, my lovely lady lumps. (Check it out)

I met a girl down at the disco.

She said hey, hey, hey yea let’s go.

I could be your baby, you can be my honey

Lets spend time not money.

I mix your milk wit my cocoa puff,

Milky, milky cocoa,Mix your milk with my cocoa puff, milky, milky riiiiiiight.

They say I’m really sexy,

The boys they wanna sex me.

They always standing next to me,

Always dancing next to me,

Tryin’ a feel my hump, hump

.Lookin’ at my lump, lump.

U can look but you can’t touch it,

If you touch it

I'ma start some drama,

You don’t want no drama,

No, no drama, no, no, no, no drama

So don’t pull on my hand boy,

You ain’t my man, boy,

I’m just tryn’a dance boy,

And move my hump.

My hump, my hump, my hump, my hump,

My hump, my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump, my hump.

My lovely lady lumps [x3]

In the back and in the front.

My lovin’ got u,

She’s got me spendin’.

(Oh) Spendin’ all your money on me and spending time on me.

She’s got me spendin’.

(Oh) Spendin' all your money on me, up on me, on me.

What you gon’ do with all that junk?

All that junk inside that trunk?

I’ma get, get, get, get you drunk,

Get you love drunk off my hump.

What you gon’ do with all that ass?

All that ass inside them jeans?

I’ma make, make, make, make you scream

Make you scream, make you scream.

What you gon do with all that junk?

All that junk inside that trunk?

I’ma get, get, get, get you drunk,

Get you love drunk off this hump.

What you gon’ do wit all that breast?

All that breast inside that shirt?

I’ma make, make, make, make you work

Make you work, work, make you work.

She’s got me spendin’.

Spendin all your money on me and spendin’ time on me

She’s got me spendin’.

Spendin' all your money on me, up on me, on me.

[Will.i.am]

So Real [x17]

Walking on the path where darkness roam,
I hid under my cloak searching for home
every route i go, i found my tomb
continues crying i am all alone

body hurt like a burning corpse
the she-devil laughter fill the air
heaven shed not a single drop
haunted and lost by Lucifer's heir

Distance away from what was gold
cold and tattered nothing holy
keeping secret that was never told
my soul leave the worn out body

TO whom it may concern,

If You feel I am directed this to you, so be it.
I shall be dignified. I shall act with dignity and pride. I shall be what I have always be. I wont bow down to all this crap.

Sometimes I forget who I am. I become weak on my own. I let my self wither on all this SHIT. I must have forgotten what my best friend taught me. " Nice gets You no where"
I forget the motto I have set for myself. I would no longer beat around bush. I will be The Hasrul which You people never see before.

Fine. Hate me, screw me, stab me behind my back. I dun give a FucK about all this. YOU bunch of small fry think that I shall die with this, I had worst. All this talking behind the back is mediocre. OH , i forgot, you people are bunch of coward to face confrontation. Pathetic , you people move on coz of safety in number. I dun even think much of brave enough to face a real problem.

Childish fill you people to the core. HMM, Am i the pot calling the cattle black?
I sure dun think so. I may act like a kid superficially but still water run deep. This mind is complicated even the one who bore it could not comprehend what lies within.


To touch the surface of me and not go deeper is your loss. I am more what a person can see physically.


I believe my comment is not harsh. If you cant stand it, that is a disgrace. I dont give opinion without thinking. Failure to read between the lines just reflect your maturity. I dont believe my comment could hurt you so badly. Are you capable to handle what is needed at your age? Your shoulder cannot handle word that is not music to your ears?


i think this is enough.
hmm, i shall not soiled myself any further.