Friday, December 31, 2004

the new year !!!!!!!

Depressing way to start the year " 2005"

the year gonna start with so much mourning !!!!!!!!!! cry and tear from the one who survive the tsunami......the widow.the widower, the the orphan, the who who lost everthing,,,,,,,, the one who their love one bodies still rotting away, unfound and unknow to passerby....lost without proper ritual......Death fill the month, and death will stain 2005, the trauma of the incident can never be overcome, it shall be remember, when the story is retold, only tear and worry can describe it...

so why bother celebrating?

we are here celebrating the new year.....for what, it is to delude ourself that everthing is fine around the world, why spend all the money partying while more is need for the red cross..are we blind to see that in our money can give aid to those who needed more....are we having the mentality there more others who is going to help, so why bother helping......how low we can be.....like i always say, we the most Intellingent creature of all are the most dumbmest in reality.....we behave like animal, we have no moral during the new year party....partying , drinking like nobody business....laughing and having joy like a wild child......When 2005 come...we should be more Civilise..but yet we are getting worse.......more rise in abortion every year and also HIV patients.......the world is getting more immoral, the people are getting more immoral, no class.....no dignity...we have lost our dignity long time ago?......so
actually the New Year celebration is the celebration of our stupidity.....people are becoming more worse......people disrespect themselves, become unfilial, a mere child shout at their mother demanding thing.......is that what we should be proud of? is that the reason we celebrate new year? to be proud of our achievement while actually...we degrade ourselves by doing that......


what will be like in 2005?

unless we change, 2005 will be a better year, less problem will rise........we muz learn to love a and value life,,,,,,,,,,,,terrorrist muz wake up that killing will never solve their problem.....Ghandi have prove,,,,,,but they are blind to see that.....diplomacy and intelligent work better......they are wasting money buying arm and bomb....and destroying building of their own country.they muz learn to use the money to build more education and medical centre....improve the standard of leaving....Remember those who spill blood,their own blood will be spill, that retribution !!!!!!
To all those terrorist Dont use islam to do your wrongdoing.....for god never support killing without justice, stop killing your citizen......

aniway 2005 gonna be a tough year........new challenges.....so who will survive and who gonna succumb, well we have a reality show lay before our eyes, life is game like God say......

Wednesday, December 29, 2004

Lonely

In the heart of a man
only a blizzard exist
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A granite with a soul, but a soul not yet a soul
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When his hand try to reach out
He realise he is in a vaccum world
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A mountain of gold cannot appease him
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But what is there while there nothing
or have darkness cover his eyes?
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Tuesday, December 28, 2004

Hehehex.........finally i am blogging......

Finally i watch Kung fu hustle........

hahax.........no regret watching it....it is such a cool show...

hehex...it was yesterday.......watch with quincy,imran and daryl...hahax...
it is so great,,,,,the fighting scene and the powerful lion roar...........it rock man !!!!!!!

hahax.........i love it !!!!
aniway.........after that movie thingy there was a let down........


Haiz...........desperation......

suppose to go bowling leh.........but mommy call and say muz go home.......
haiz........i really aeroplane daryl......haiz....he really wanted to go leh.......i busted him leh....dis friday.....we going again.....scare to invite him leh........scare something will cock up again

aiyah.......feel like loser since yesterday !!!!!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, December 22, 2004


my dear brother kena murder lah..so sad..see u in hell ya? go warm up there Posted by Hello

Monday, December 20, 2004


on the phone!!!! Posted by Hello


no comment Posted by Hello


it me.........hahax,,,,,,,looking weird as usual Posted by Hello


my bro !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Posted by Hello


imran!!!!!!!!! hehex... Posted by Hello


i studying astrology!!!!! hahaz// lame!! Posted by Hello

Finally I have power SUpply !!!!!!!!

DO you that for the last five day my power supply was cut !!!!!!!!!!

i live like 50 years behind time


but i am back thank god!!!!!!!!!!!

haha......my mum did that so that i can learnt saving electricity!!!!!!!!!!!
wat a hard lesson for me..................but it great...i learnt to appreciate thing.......

thank for being my mum!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

Teen are too Mushy !!!

oh dunno why......life is full of fun yet got so many gross stuff is coming out

haha......you know what, the thing that disgust me alot is teenager being too mushy......
aiyoh.........so disgusting leh.....wuck+ yuck...making me vomit blood...

ok one such thing is that one most of the guys do like" i will love you forever" or something like "let me cherish you and make you happy".....hhaha......wat sia......gimme a break...guys
get a life...........dun make promises which you cannot honour forever..hahaz dun tell me ur going to be devoted to that one gal all your life......especially at this age....please lah....haiz.....that why the society lack man of honour

okie now

to be continue...................

any comment............please tag my board


Monday, December 13, 2004

Yoz.....i been such long time since i blog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahaha..........aniway i am so fine, juz recover from fever !!!!!!!!!!!!
dun worry about me...haha(how thick skin i am) haha..

carry on........life have been very interesting for me.......
yup it is boring but ok.............i am very happy......much more happy..........hahaha
Confident of my sexuality !!!!!!!!!!!!!!............hahahaha...............serious i used to think i am a gay or and bisexual somesort like that,,,,,,,hahaha,,,,,,,,but today i wanna say out loud that I am a straight!!!!!!!!!......i am more confident and it a great load of my chest and ass......haha

aniway.....let move on.....dis holidae have given me a new view about what happen at home......
i undestand more about what is going on.........make me kind of mature.....aniway.....wat the hell you guys wanna know about this...haha......as if you guys care........if you care.....you muz be a very patient person to understand my crap..............hahahahax..........crazy life......

This holidea have given me lot of time to take care of myself.............hahaha........i can wake up so damm late and sleep very late................plus make me into a pig.....haha..i can do my favourite past time which is to sloth.......haha.......

SO how are you people doing? MY friends i hear no news from you plus not even an sms,,, hey tag me and say how are you doing.......i realli wanna noe,,,,,,i dun want to be ignorant......and dunno what is going on about my friends,,,,hahaha.......aniway the big question is this " do YOU guys miss me?"
haha,,,,,i miz you guys too haha......


ok that for now byeiiiiiiii

Sunday, December 12, 2004


i dunno what this retarded face is doing......gosh..do i look like that ....hahaha//it me...i guess.....haha.......looking weird as usually..... Posted by Hello


it me again!!!!!!! i look very fat....yup i am getting fatter,,,,hahaha...help me i am gaining weight!!!!!!!!!! gosh Posted by Hello


it me yesterday !!!!!!!!!!!! having fever yet i am took this picture....hahaha.......nothing better to do....wat a life,hey the lighting came from the sunset.haha.beautiful sunset that day Posted by Hello


Who is this Kid !!!!!!!! haha.......dis is daryl nephew ,the name is Javier.......hehex..went to daryl house and dis guy was there haha...this kid bully me so badly.......haha....you know what, kid you have remind me how a innocent a kid like you can be.....thank for helping me being childish,,it remind me og my childhood time. smilez!!!! Posted by Hello

Wednesday, December 01, 2004

like finally can change my blogskin

aniway todae is idol day !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha.............i realli hope that taufik can win !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
haha, dunno lah........i think sly should not be at the final at all
he did not come in full package unlike taufik........

let try to more objective here/
the one should win muz be taufik!!!!!!!!

well, i am rooting on taufik............perform well tonitex....there is so many people giving high hope on you !!!!