my classmate,P32 

lolx !!

hahahaha, really enjoy school today
although got test , but it is kind of fun i guess, hahaha

i may be staying in yjc, whahahahahahahaha
go alot of contact already mah !!!!!!!!
wahahahahahahaha
i am so happy
so gay !!!
haha
lol

haha
ignore me
getting crazy everyday
whahahahaha, siao life i have ,
so result is coming out soon !!!!!!!!
but i think it is on a monday somehow haha


hahaha
hope get result quickly
see whter can get into biotech course or not
whaahahahahahahahaha may go nursing ,hehehex

me nursing? why cannot arr? not happy izzit ? ok come we fight!!! scissor paper stone !!!
whahahhaha, so lame sia!! (lamenology !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) wahhahahahaha
hehex
i tink iam having midnitex syndrome!!!!!!!!whahahah
got infected by shara i guess, bad gal bad gal

hehex, haha, gonna see u people soon !!!!!!!!!!! when get result whahahahaha

u noe arr, my content for blogging is reducing !!!!!!!!!
sian leh,may be i dunno what to say nowadays !!!!!!!!!!

hey people tag me !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dun juz come read and nv say anything, make me sad only

lolx !!

hehex , helor !!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahahahhahaha, like finally i finish my group project about homosexuality !!!!!!!!
hahaha. so happy, now that the essay is done, i am free now,
still got so many homework to do but nvm lah, it not that important...........so hehex muz give some credit to one and only Quek Swee Kai !!!!!!!!! hahax, i cant finish it without his help, hehex, you know, he is very knowledgable about this type of stuff.haha.....

tomorrow is the oral presentation, so there wont be any problem i guess. hehex, i can just cook up some crap lah, lazy to think about this type of stuff, hahaha...........

so how are you people !!!!!!!! you know what, i cant wait to see you ppl next week, like sarah say, i will be like a a class reunion lah, for the last time i guess, haha, who care, i got new class aniway ! Lolx, hahaha, i dun mean it, Nvss 4E1 &2 is still dear to me, haha, hai yah lazy to write essay for my blog today, juz finish write essay for my project is enuff for the day lah.

Aniway that come to my next point !!!

you know sarala complain to me that quincy say that he like his new class better than in nvss, i was like , how dare you make sure sweeping bloody statement!!!!!!! so what make us? idiotic asshole to you? so my fellow classmate if your reading this, what do you think? do you feel hurt or somehow offended by this statement of quincy. it not that i am backstabbing ritex now but you been a friend of someone for 3 yrs and suddenly he say that he like his new class better. what am I suppose to think? juz say okie as long as ur happy. okie now allow me to use vulgarities,,,,,,,,, so what the fuck make me? so you have been using us like shits....chi bai, so our friendship is overwrite by this new class of yours. Have time blinded for your freaking fucking bastardise heart of yours. well it only 1 month and you dare to say such shits. you done even noe them at all? i mean very well, so people if you wan to know who is quincy new friends, look at his friendster photo, there a picture of him together with them. you know in my last anger entry, i was refering to that new friends of his.

plus i really dunno why he is showing attitude problem to sarala, it is becoz she is juz late for a while, you ungrateful shit, she always been waiting for us even though we are so late, damm late also she wait. but wait muz be exactly go class at 7.35 am, juz to meet ur new friends ritex, we dont spend alot of time together, so extra 10 min would kill izzit?we only see each other 5 min in morning, if we nvr see each other by then, we dun have the chance to meet again,plus she wait for us many times while one time she late is damm sinful izzit!!!! chi bai , u think you what? big shot arr? well, your just a bloody hypocrite. fucker!!!!! something i tink it is good that u going to get the hell out yjc soon, at least you can leave sarala in peace, in nvss abd yjc , you always make her frown,,,,, if not happy wit her why sms her? sms her then scold her,, what the fuck!! i cant accept this,
so what do you guys think of that "friend" of your? hai yah, can wait to get result, at least after that sarala can be much happier !!!!

hie hie, i am back. yesterday went back home , i feel so damm tired. The CVD thingy was kind of fun but also energy consuming....haha play endurance test yesterday!! haha, that fun !!
so sad that not many NVss people come, not a single one of my close friend(classmate) came, sian!! ok den got to do my General paper project !!!

i am gonna do it here, so give me your opinion. let begin.....

What are the challenges homosexual faces in our society?

Homosexual have face problem just like a normal person. It is not the same as what we face but it comes in a different form. The most obvious obstacle in a homosexual life is the acceptance level that our society has toward them. So often, homosexuality is seen as something immoral in the society. They are constantly being stigmatized. Speak of them bring disgust to the many. In a conservative society, where religion and tradition are normally upheld, homosexuality is unacceptable here. Although homosexuality is not discordant with Buddhist, Taoist or Hindu teachings, it is explicitly forbidden in Islam, Christianity, and Roman Catholicism. Furthermore, homosexuality is against the Singapore law. Where it violates the law, the government can take action. It is lawful for the police to make arrest on those who practice homosexual activities publicly. Section 377 of the Singapore Penal Code provides that whoever voluntarily has carnal intercourse against the order of nature shall be punished with imprisonment for life or imprisonment for a term of up to ten years, while Section 377A provides that acts of gross indecency between any male persons is punishable with imprisonment for a term of up to two years. Even though nobody has been charged under Section 377 for more than 40 years, and under Section 377A for more than 5 years, the existence of such laws alone lend credence to the pro-family conservative argument that homosexuality is unnatural, and hence, immoral. In short, homosexual here are being pressure by both government and society. It seem that they are not allow having a free will like normal people do.

Beside that, homosexual have problem in being accepted by their family member. In many cases, family members of a homosexual person do not know about their sexual orientation. They hide their true nature so that their family would not reject them. In Singapore where most family are very much conservative, homosexual cannot be frank or voice out their problem in their family member. This causes them to have a communication breakdown. Thus, they do not have their family to support them as what they are. To make matter worse, our society is not well educated about homosexuality. This causes our society to have a lack of understanding about homosexuality. Homosexuality is seen as choice preference rather than a genetic which are a discontinuous variation (permanent). One general misconception in Singapore, is that homosexuality among man is due to many sister that the man have in the family. In other word, gay men are said to become homosexual is due to the influence of their sisters. Now a new research have shown that homosexuality in man is cause by the amount of elders brother they have. The more elder brother is born, the higher the chance the younger brother becomes a gay.

Next, early last year, there was a huge debate over homosexual in taking a sensitive job in the Government. It was fear if a homosexual take that job, it might influence and give a strong signal to Singaporean that it is alright to become a homosexual. This clearly show that homosexual are being discriminated. Is it a good reason for someone to lose their job because of their sexuality? Can someone sexual orientation be a good reason not to be hired? Well, in our group point of view, it is not very professional for employer to work in that kind of system. What count is how competence and skillful the homosexual is. If they a re capable to work effectively, the rest does not really matter.

What Can Be Done to Overcome the Prejudice and Discrimination the Gay Men, Lesbians, and Bisexuals Experience?

Research has found that the people who have the most positive attitudes toward gay men, lesbians and bisexuals are those who say they know one or more gay, lesbian or bisexual person well. Often as a friend or co-worker. For this reason, psychologists believe negative attitudes toward gay people as a group are prejudices that are not grounded in actual experiences but are based on stereotypes and prejudice.

Furthermore, protection against violence and discrimination is very important, just as it is for other minority groups. Some states include violence against an individual on the basis of his or her sexual orientation as a "hate crime". We must treat them like normal people that have normal occupation and lifestyle. We must cater them like minority group, In US, l1 states have make laws that are against homosexuality but in Singapore we cannot do that. As a country that relies on human resources, everyone Singaporean heterosexual or homosexual are very important. Discrimination to homosexual is equivalent to denying right of one race in Singapore. As a country that offer a lot opportunity to the people, homosexual should be offer the same opportunity and free will like other Singaporean do.

argggh!!!!!!!!!!

i am so angry !!!!!!! you know why? beoz i dunno what to write for today entry, hai yah wat should i say....hmm, this is so boring, hey, i dun know what to write about?

boring !!!!!!! hmm, i am now at yjc media resource library, using the com lah, i am so bored, although i have alot of stuff to do , but it not very importantlah, hai yah, that gay project is very troublesome, what to write about them?my group siao wan..

becoming a treasurer is hard work, got so many thing to do collect and count !!!!!!!!! haha i hat counting, plus i am handling over hundred of dollars, i hate handling big buck, plus got so many stuuf to do like opening a stall for cvd, It a something like jumble sale in Yjc, you ppl muz come okie, it on 18 february , come doan and explore yjc lah, hehex

so stpid, i wanna get out of this sch soon !!!!!!

hehex...in yjc class room, ignore that red stuff on my nose...it nothing, ok ok it a zit. nothing big ritex?,haha 

Hahax, what am i doing at 12 midnitex? hehex, blogging i guess, stupid question and answer session to start my blog today. In a brand new day i guess, what can i say bout my life?..hehex it all busy busy busy... so much work to do. dis homework here, this project there..haha, you know today i rush from Yjc to Nvss in 2o min...that a wow to my personal record. hehex, today was kind of fun, i guess meet up with my friends today at school, haha. can you see i try not to use the word "old friend". they dont deserve to be call old friends because they are on l6!! still young and alive. Plus by saying that i feel that i will put them as insignificant people, so i try not to use the word old. I still love my 4e1 class the most, i miss those time. well changes is inevitable. aniway, i thought i got ever this "miss 4e1" but i guess i will nv forget this.

Than talking about the past, here now, let talk about the present. so how am i doing with my new class? Firstly, i was made the class treasurer. i am handling with alot of money, like serious alot, i do not like to handle with a lot of cash actually. Too much stress on my brain because there is this calculation need. Even more worse, my mental sum have become way to0 rusty. Wait, i use the wrong term.Rusty is only of iron remember? Anyway my brain have corroded in these past few month.I was not in contact with math until like now,since i become a treasurer to be precise. Now i must collect money for three event. firstly i the " times magazine subscription" . next is the stuff about the Gp file, Later it is about the play call "anothny and cleopatra". honestly i cant wait to watch that show. it gonna be great i guess since it is a big production. i hope nothing bad happen during the play. Oh yah, last tuesday the college had a cross-country, well to escape running i join the first aid club and it work. so i was down for duty on that day. well, at the checkpoint my eyes was having dessert looking at girls running. haha, i was having fun there. Oh yah and one more, my gp group member is making a project about homosexual. It is a 1500 word max essay. I find this challenging in term of content wise. where to get so much detail about those people. i ask swee kai for help but he say that the project is somehow an intrusion the privacy of homosexual. i am suppose to make research about the challenges a homosexual would face in term of personal level. great, where can i find those information, i was thinking of going to mirc and talk to those people, but i feel weird while trying to do it. There this yucky feeling while i am in the channel. so i rather go for the normal way of doing it. steal from internet haha.

today meet ming hai and daryl at school. it so fun to see them again. they forever play chess as usual. It a nice feeling to hang out with the people you comfortable with once again. after that we when to north point and we found tian yu there, the best part is going for an ice-kacang dessert at the foodcourt. it was so great man. enjoying ice-kacang with all your friends. haha, daryl is still as irritating as ever. Should i complain? Nah, dont think so, i like it that way. it remind me of all the bittersweet memory. Today is so great!!! i just cant say enough! i am happy that i met my friends which i lost contact for a few months. hmm, i hope the period of lost contact would not be that long the next time around.

shara:I know that i am very busy nowaday. i am sorry if have not contacted you for a long time. I also dont use msn very often also. so if there really something you want to talk about. Please call me, i will always have time for my friend okie!!

hai yah, @ YJC Library. chilling out there !! 

Helor !!!!!!!!!

haha, how are you people !!

hehex, sorry arr, my last entry was so negative..haha, so unlike of me to be like that, you know sometimes storm can also come to the most peaceful of land, haha.......
i oso dun understand the bloody philosophy that i wrote above, haha, so ignore it haha,

so you know i was damm piss, hehex, cant believe i use those words i use in my last entry, aniway juz ignore it lah.....i am nice by nature, and a caring person for life...........
those words are juz temporary stuff lah, u noe me ritex, i am not the bad," i dont bear grudges " that phrase is inspire from mrs teng, hahahaha, can still remember they way she say it haha.

aniway, i have alot of work to do !!!!
hehex, so busy in jc !!!
then last thurdays for class excursion go play Pool at orchird country club..haha. so cool , playing pool is so fun,,, then getting to know the people in my new class was even better. they all very nice leh much better than my old class. not that they are bad but now i am the loud mouth in my new class, hahaha, all the boy dont talk leh, so this mean i rule the class, hahaha,
i really enjoy malay literature, i guess the teacher is fun that why....she very funny leh, so she is always make joke and very jumpy, juz like mdm rina, but nobody can beat mdm rina style of teaching..,haha, .....................................

i want to play pool again, i hope i can play with my old friend again !! haha but somehow i think the very busy lor, can understand them........muz work lah, hehex hope during the last reuunion on 25 feb will a nice one. haha, so again tomolo go sch at 9.25, so cool sia, go late, hehex, yjc is not bad after all, may be i got perspective problem hahax,

aniway pls ignore my last entry, i dun mean it somehow haha, sorry hor ok got to go !!!!

I am Back !!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok people, haha, i am here again, well as usual, when i am here to whine, hmm , haha talk about the whining, somehow i miss the way Miss Phua say this, " Hasrul, stop whining" or " hasrul shut up" haha, ya it irritating to her but it ok i guess, somehow i like it when she dat, it mean i got her attention, haha, you guys muz be thinking what the crap i am talking about ritex?..haha..dun mind me, it is meant for only me to feel, i guess......

somehow i feel so forgetted.....its like i never exist animore...somehow i am juz all alone all over again....seriously, i can broke down anytime, i have no where to pour out my heart out besides this freaking blog....there no one there to listen to my cry animore, i feel so unwanted when i mixed with my old friend while they are mixing with their new friends...so lonely...everybody is too busy this, too busy that.....what am i now? an invisible shit to you people? suddenly i am out our mind already? howcome must i always approach you ppl in sch while u guys never did that to me......if you saw me , the only thing u do is jus say a plain freaking "HI", only that, is that enough for me to understand you and how is your day in school? i noe you guys got this new friends of yours, but how bout me? you always give me some of this supercial talk only, well, what? i can listen to deeper stuff izzit?......fine, i feel so humilited that quincy did that fucking attitude problem to me. Ok i and sarala, where ask to come back to North View to invite people there to come to YJC for Values Day, they need three people from north View to that, so we decided to approach quincy...plus it was about 6pm... evrybody is damm tired liao. so quincy is with his new friends, i approach him ..... then tell him about that stuff, ok" he say he cant do it" so sarala and I, too tired to think and desperate for people juz stare a quincy.. It as if we are very interesting to do it, then he start his attitude problem, he slam his book and walk and show this annoying face and continue to do his work, pretending we nv exist ....i cant take it, i feel so humiliated, he did that to me infront of all his new friends.....i feel so insulted...can you believe my good friend did that to me.Where i have to put my face? What am i now? A nobody already. He never spare a though about my pride at all. Hello, if you are that busy, you think we are not izzit?, we still have alot of this shit to do also...somehow i think you are too busy with your friends...u noe what, i purposely try not to be so close with my classmate so that if there anything happen, i will not consider about them and put you people on my top priority...but it useless now. I declared now from this day forward, i wont give a single shit about anyone !!! I have enough!!! i dont want to wait for you at 7 am in the morning animore, i want to walk alone. YOU people have now make realise that i cant rely on anyone for it will make me weaker.... so from this day forward the word " friend" is out of my vocabulary and most importantly out my heart. Dont say that i am too drastic, but have anyone send me an sms to say how am i doing. I dont think so? why i am the one who did that. Fine,you people are no more the jewel which i cherish , rather be alone. Like that i will never get hurt and humiliated like that again.... anyway if i ever smile at you , dont think i am being nice, it juz my nature to smile and cheery, i wont give a fucking hell about you anymore. If i ever ask question which somehow try to be concern about you, dun take to seriously from this day forward, for i will never mean it from now on, take is as an expression only, nothing more than that..

When that happen, it increase my depression more, firstly, i cant go back to north view for cca anymore. Now school always ends at five how am i able to help st john now? i really want to contribute more stuff to sjab, i even more sad that i have to break my promise which i made to Mr long. I told him that i will come back but now i cant. i always told my junior to honour their words but it seem i cant do that, i feel that i am a failure. A failure as a role-model for my juniors.
plus my maam will have to do all the thing by herself.

Life is really being plain annoying , well my belief is that something good will happen, but what is it? how long muz i put up with all this shits? i am alone now.