Tuesday, April 24, 2007

Passing time in School! YEAH School!
well, better than attachment lah.

Haiz, I still quite amaze that I am year 3 already!
(Enuff of that hasrul, you have been blabbering about being in year 3 in your last two entries)

Oppsy! LOL

Moving on, so why in the world would I , The Muhd Hasrul, be using the school computer
to blogger? well, just lazy to go home and then go to AMK mrt to meet Grace. MIght as well stay in school and rot.

Then suddenly the Little Angel and Little Devil * Kapooh* appear on my right and left shoulder respectively!

Angel: Oh BOY! Do your CMS! Study YOUR E-learning! Dun waste time

Devil: Hey man, Ignore that guy. Go and BLOG! there is alot of lame stuff which you can write
like right now.(LOL)

So naturally, The Hasrul decided to ignore the Devil and start studying..........




NNNNNNNNNNNNNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL, i rather slack! As much as I can for now! Go home need to study and
practise wearing Operating Theatre (OT) Gown. Yeah, there is a Green Fugly
OT gown in my bag right now! I wonder how many years of bacteria that thing harbour!!

But I will sure not bring it to my granpa house, he is soo gonna be traumatised!
LOL.....

I went to Mandy's blog and I saw this, I was tag to do s0mething... since I need to pass time,
so let just do it....


RULES: Each person who gets tagged needs to write a blog post of their own 6 idiosyncrasies as well as clearly state this rule. After stating your 6 weirdness you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names at the bottom of the entry. Dont forget to leave a comment on their tagboards that says “you’re tagged!” and tell them to read your blog for information as to what it means.my 6 idiosyncrasies :

1] I have a "12 hours underwear change rule" Or else I will start feeling dirty and insecure (shits, how am I gg to survive NS)
2]I fart loudly in my sleep( except during camp, cause I be semi-alsleep trying to prevent the 3 atomic bomb)
3] i think that is all I can think of. I am not that weird after all! LOL
4]
5]
6]

ok, it is only 5.30.......gt an hour plus to go!
I should have gone jogging or something...

Ohyah, I went for a run with dearest cousin and bro yesterday.
run for 2.4 km, my timing is 16 min 50 second. Not bad!
Gt improvement, well passing is 14 mins something something, i know i know...

at least gt improvement, that is such a positive reinforment...
but my stamina still poor i think.

Just had subgroup discussion for FYP and another 2 ICA that is both coming up
in week 6! DIE DIE!!

Next week is my skill assessment on Gowning! HAIZ!!! SO FAST
* MASS SUICIDE ANYONE?*

Thursday, April 19, 2007

Ira had a nightmare yesterday, she said in her dream, all of us would be doing our
PRCP and she would be left behind. All alone. She woke up and tears flow out.
When she told us that, we can see tears flowing from each other eyes.
Quite a sad moment when we think about the future.
May be we just love each other too much!


Cant wait for tuesday to come! haha


Hmm, I also come cant wait for 27th April! haha
Meeting the Royal again for may be our last A-team duty.

I feel like retiring from A-team soon but may be hard coz it is addictive. After that focus on
my academic all the way. Since I only left 6 months to study.

My bro going NS soon LOL. Next year gonna be me, haha.

Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Second day as a 3rd year student, well not bad, it is good actually. Finally some academic, some theories today and becoming more efficient and effective nurse.
LOL, I just learnt the difference between efficient and effective during today lecture.

Anyway, I had$ no visit my grandfather for like a freaking 3 days, coz I thought he would be discharged today but unfortunately he cant. His renal function is not that great yet.
But I believed it wld get better.

While it is only 2 days of school, I already feel the stress as a 3rd year student.
Our mentor was kind enough to fight her way through to have the chance to teach us.
God Bless her! She would be taking us for alot of module!

Well, something is bothering me, it is bothering me very badly. It is my last 6 month in school actually. During this semester, I would do all the academic module and next semester wld be attachment all the way. So technically, now is the last time I wld be studying in sch!

It feel like Sec 4 in secondary school, where now I am thinking about the fact that my friends is going to leave me behind anytime soon, that include the Kuntetz and the Royals. I dun like this feeling. well, I should enjoy their company as much as I can and take more pictures!!

That why I use the song by Nelly Furtado. Coz yeah, all good thing do come to an end!

Kuntet and Royal: I love You guys alot!!!

Well, this semester gonna be a challenged for me, alot of thingy! 8 module to cope!
Wish me luck!

Saturday, April 14, 2007

Nelly Furtado All Good Things

Honestly what will become of me
don't like reality
It's way too clear to me
But really life is daily
We are what we don't see
Missed everything daydreaming

[Chorus]
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Traveling I only stop at exits
Wondering if I'll stay
Young and restless
Living this way I stress less
I want to pull away when the dream dies
The pain sets in and I don't cry
I only feel gravity and I wonder why

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end

come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Dogs were whistling a new tune
Barking at the new moon
Hoping it would come soon so that they could
Die die die die die

Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
Flames to dust
Lovers to friends
Why do all good things come to an end
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to end?
come to an end come to an
Why do all good things come to an end?

Well the dogs were barking at a new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon
And the sun was wondering if it should stay away for a day til the feeling went away
And the sky was falling on the clouds were dropping and
the rain forgot how to bring salvation
the dogs were barking at the new moon
Whistling a new tune
Hoping it would come soon so that they could die.

Friday, April 13, 2007

April!!

the month of emotional rollercoaster for me.
The month I am so irrational, insecure,full of fear and worries.

April is not a good month for me.....so many thing happen in such a short while,
and this is only just the first half of april....

My grandfather had an acute myocardial infarction(heart attack).
My mum, my aunt, uncle and me was at Bukit Panjang for grocery shopping
and then we received a call from my grandfather neighbour, saying that my Grandfather had chest pain...

naturally, we rush! While i was in the car, I was crying already! tears just flow like nobody business. It was a really emotional roller coaster. nothing can decribe what i feel that day, and the few days later.

But My grandfather is a fighter, haha, that cute guy, he is back!! HAHA.
The days after the surgery is really scary, but he manage to pull through!!
so proud of him! and you know what! HE IS MY GRANDPA and he is 75 yrs old!

LOL

well, in the midst of the chaotic event, I loss my wallet, including my NRIC!
LOL! DAMN! but that doesnt bother me much, coz my grandpa is at the top of my list!
The loss of the wallet well, is nothing compare to the worries that i had in the past few days.


Ahaha! The royal camp! It was so fun! It really de-stress me but somehow i feel guilty that i was having fun while my grandpa is lying in pain in the ICU.
Picture?? haha, too tired to upload it haha! please refer to juliana's blog


Well, IMH post just ended today!!
Mental health is not what i expected, not my cup of tea,
but still I enjoy it !! today hor, gt a fight between two patient!
Wah, fun to watch sia!! LOL opps!