back from the abyss

well, it is very clear that this blog have been forsaken. Being untouch for months.


alot have been happening, well how can my life be that stagnant right.


lets start from the beginning,

it have been so damn challenging this year. Emotionally and physically....
with an accident that happen to me involving my right eye, my self-esteem dwindle like a dying flame in the tundra.

then the issue about Khai and how I lost him...
i've lost a friend........

until now it still hurt....it is still very real...
damn!!

I can say I've changed. changed in the way i perceived thing and changed in the way I react to things. After that traumatic experienced I am a different person.

I almost lost my eye and I lost a friend.
at that time to.....i was jobless....that is where i lost my pride...


but soon, when the Will of God, I manage to find a job. Working and earning cash have been
a great distraction and comfort to me. Yes It is tiring but it make learnt and grow.
This is my first real job, dealing with real people where my ass is widely exposed under public scrutiny. When I was a student, I am very much protected like a being in a cacoon with all the senior staff around me.

But now, i have greater responsibility thrust upon me and people lives is at my hand. but I somehow with the help of my preceptor, I survived.

survive greatly and I can say that I am Victorious.

With all this crap, shits and all the hell hole that I have gone through, I Still remain standing high and tall and dun forget my tones ass since I've been gg to the gym lately. LOL

ANd NOW NS is coming. Another chapter of my life awaits!
Time to go where all the boys go to be a man!