damaged

all i can say i've been working! i am grateful that I am working. I am grateful that in the time of great uncertainty that befall on me, I am still sane.

work have given me a great source of distraction. With the fact that Quincy is gone in ns, i have one less person to talk to. I wonder how he is doing?

Honestly I am mentally nt feeling ok. I dun think I am ready to open up my feeling to anyone anytime soon. i honestly feel so surpress when quincy is gone......pls call me alright.

I am breaking my silence!

I feel so damaged! Thanks to you i dun trust others now. I dun try myself now. I really cant believe in myself now. I feel so stupid! I feel so cheated! I feel rotten now!! u dont know how many night i cant sleep well. I have never felt so much hatred toward someone! Not once i am so angry that very core of me reap in flame upon hearing ur name.

I am not ready to forgive! but I will tell you this! I WILL NEVER FORGET!!!!!!

AGAIN! U LEFT ME DAMAGED!!!!

Sugababes - Now You're Gone

Don't recognise what I see
Who is this looking back at me?
I just can't tell
I see a pale reflection of myself
Can't cover up the way I feel
These nights will never never heal
What can I do?
Am I supposed to just forget you?

I'm torn up got my fingers burning
Now I'm, so lost got a lot to learn
I wanna free myself as someone else
But there's no where left to turn

Tell me who are you gonna run to?
Where are you gonna hide?
There's so much you gotta undo
If there's nothing left inside
Tell me who's gonna make it better?
When there's so much going wrong
Will I feel this way forever?
Or am I stronger now you’re gone?

Wish I could change who I am
Be someone who don't give a damn
It's too much to take
Cause my heart is set to break down
I can't pretend anymore
That things will be like they were before
Why can't you see?
It's just a faded memory

I'm torn up got my fingers burning
Now I'm, so lost got a lot to learn
I wanna free myself as someone else
But there's no where left to turn

Tell me who are you gonna run to?
Where are you gonna hide?
There's so much you gotta undo
If there's nothing left inside
Tell me who's gonna make it better?
When there's so much going wrong
Will I feel this way forever?
Or am I stronger now you’re gone?

What can I do?
To make it through
It's only me
Why can't I see?
I'm not too well
It's such a shame
It's only me

Who are you gonna run to?
Where are you gonna hide?
There's so much you gotta undo
If there's nothing left inside
Tell me who's gonna make it better?
When there's so much going wrong
Will I feel this way forever?
Or am I stronger now you're gone?

Why can't I feel, yeah

There's so much you gotta undo
If there's nothing left inside
Tell me who's gonna make it better?
When there's so much going wrong
Will I feel this way forever?
Or am I stronger now you're gone?

he is in NS already!

gosh!

I miss that idiotz already...

i hope u are doing ok!

dont bitch around so much


In the end you went NS before me!

I miss u bitch!

Take a Bow

Ohhh, oooo...

The flowers are all faded now
Along with your letters
They will never see the light of day
Cause I'll never take them out
There's no turning back
It's for the better
Baby I deserve more than empty words
And promises
I believed everything you said
And I give you the best I had
Oh.

[Chorus:]
So take a bow
Cause you've taken everything else
You played the part
Like a star you played it so well
Take a bow
Cause this scene is coming to an end
I gave you love
All you give me was pretend
So now take a bow...

[Verse 2:]
The future's is sbout to change
Before you know it
The curtain closes
Take a look around
There's no one in the crowd
I'm throwing away the pain
And you should know that your performance
Made me strong enough

[Chorus:]
So take a bow
Cause you've taken everything else
You played the part
Like a star you played it so well
Take a bow
Cause this scene is coming to an end
I gave you love.
All you give me was pretend
So now take a bow...

[Hook:]
Well it must have been slight of hand
Cause I still can't understand
How I could never see
Just what a fool believed
Um

But the lies they start to show
Tell me how does it feels to know
Right now that I wont be around
So baby before where ever you are

[Chorus:]
Take a bow
Cause you've takin everything else (you've takin everything else)
You played the part like a star you played it so well (so well)
Take a bow
Cause this scene it's coming to an end (End)
I gave you love.
All you give me was pretend
So now take a bow

Take a bow
Cause you've taken everything else
You played the part (I gave you all my love) like I star you played it so well (I gave you all my love)
Take a bow
Cause this scene it's coming to an end
I gave you love. (Ohhhh)
All you give me was pretend
So now take a bow