undignified

Swollen eyes
No better to let you see them now
My wasted hearts
Will never learn to drive the demon down

When you love the devil
You sell your soul
And it's hard to make him go
Undignified I am tonight

So give me false hope and promise me you'll try to
Redeem yourself for the hundredth time
Lie to me if you must, my dear
Give me a reason to have you here

Giving false hope allows me to still believe
In this powerful love that's consuming me
I'm hooked on a drug that steals your pride
It's hard not to seem so undignified

It terrifies me
To think I'm not the only one
You'd be surprised
How much I cry when you are gone

When your angel's the devil
Your church is a tomb
But I need to be with you
I'm undignified enough for two

So give me false hope and promise me you'll try to
Redeem yourself for the hundredth time
Lie to me if you must, my dear
Give me a reason to have you here

Giving false hope allows me to still believe
In this powerful love that's consuming me
I'm hooked on a drug that steals your pride
It's hard not to seem so undignified

I'm addicted to the pain
And pleasure you give
That's not how I wanna live
Controlled by you

So give me false hope and promise me you'll try to
Redeem yourself for the hundredth time
Lie to me if you must, my dear
Give me a reason to have you here

Giving false hope allows me to still believe
In this powerful love that's consuming me
I'm hooked on a drug that steals your pride
It's hard not to seem so undignified

who is that stranger.

It is really strange when someone who you have known for long time, you saw him, and just nod your head and acknowledge his presence and then you walk away.

Or may be cause we are the pools and meeting in such awkward attire. Well, you know, trunk, shorts and all...

oh life...

more often than not, someone who you known for years become stranger again
while some stranger whom have known you few minutes become behave like someone who you have met for a lifetime.

strange things that I learnt everyday.

Mirror

Mirror mirror hanging on the wall
You dont have to tell me who's the biggest fool of all.


Nick may say he guess it but i am not dumb enough and i dont think he is smart enough. Obviously my chat with her surely leak...
Knowing someone like her but there no evidence to proof my thought.

It is a mistake to bitch bout him. The guilt haunt me. Such a fool. May be my harsh words already reached his ears. Whatever it is, if this friendship goes down the drain, i know i am the one to blame.

This feel like another round of abandonment.
First sec sch friends, then Kuntetz and now this. It truly feel like a tragedy. But i must not forget bestie, The Royals and The Boys. I need them. Please dont take them away from me.

Honestly, why ppl in camp must ask whether we are friends or not? How is it concern them? Yes we have not contact each other for quite sometimes but izzit ur problem? I dont even know that now we r not friend. I dont even know anything....

I have ord! So dont let me be in ur conversation.

give me a year of two

I am never good at moving on. Give me a year or two. Then I will be fine.

You been missed.

Wish you could text me and chat with me and I hope to know how you are doing.

Really miss you my dear friend.

Anyway, the CO version is definitely better.

Who am I trying to kid? You wont be reading this anyway.....

Post Created Apr 6, 2011 11:38:54

I put a photo of you on my home screen coz I miss you so much.

Dont call me that please

I really dont like to be called a slut. it is beyond degrading. Just kill my self-esteem